I'm not gonna act like the last post was just a moment of angst.
It was more than angst.
It was grief, anger, hysteria.
I'm losing one of my closest friends,
I nearly lost one,
and well, let's face it, my health is failing.
No, not a terminal illness, but it might as well be.
I hate what's happening.
So much.
It's like being hit with one big blow in the eye.
And my eye is currently swelling, like it does every month.
I've been banned from CIP till my exams finish.
I feel so guilty cause I'm the one preventing Ina from getting her CIP hours.
I thought I could trust my tutor,
but I guess not.
I'm now having a migraine.
We had our self defence test today.
I got hit in my crotch by dearest Theo.
Ouchie.
I think we passed.
But it was after,
when Ms Chong told us her story.
It was so sad, I thought she was gonna cry.
I think it's pretty personal, so I won't tell it here.
it's hard to see the pain behind the mask;