I just successfully killed my own birthday.
I'm not gonna receive anything from my parents.
Cause I didn't wake up this morning.
Ugh.
I was awoken at 10am this morning by my dad telling me that they wanted to go and select my acoustic drum set at Yamaha. I told him that it was my only day to sleep and that I really needed sleep. At least 12 hours of it. I slept at 1 last night, so I wanted to sleep till 1, and I went back to sleep. So, like, at 12 something, I woke up. And my dad started telling me how disappointed he was in me, that i kept them waiting and everything. I was thinking.. you didn't even tell me I had to go with you, I thought you got the hint that i didn't want to go when I went back to sleep. So they left the house, but not before making it super obvious that I "take them for granted" and they weren't going to get me my drum set anymore. I'm probably gonna get grounded/killed later when they get home.
I don't even like yamaha, my drum teacher already gave me his friend's contact. His friend sells some really awesome drums, with cymbals as good as Zildjian, and cheaper too.
Heh goodbye world.
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"hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black"
Evanescence - My Last Breath
