VenVenVen :D

that girl's a genius

2009-11-05T13:48:00.002+08:00

HI FRIENDS.

I HAVE MOVED.

BUT.

YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED THERE.

WAAAHAHAHHAA

http://breakandbending.livejournal.com

they're gonna eat me alive

2009-10-04T16:58:00.002+08:00

ONE WORD:

HIATUS.

you can't be too careful anymore

2009-09-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

darling, you are the only exception.

Hey ya'll.

How's the tuesday treating you?

Today was a semi-good day.

I mean, so many things happened!

First things first, Winnie decided to puke in class.

It was pretty exciting, really.

Hahaha, which reminds me, I haven't handed up Lit yet.

Oh well.

Second, I was so sleepy that I fell asleep during Chinese.

We were doing a ting li, and I'm pretty sure I blacked out for a sec.

Third, (the exciting ones are here!)

brand new eyes came out today!

And it's also dearest Josh Farro's birthday!

And another birthday shoutout going to Zachary Levi from Chuck!

It's his birthday too. Hahaha.

Two of my favourite guys born on the same date.

Amazing.

So, that's four and five.

Sixth - this isn't very exciting but w/e - exam tmr.

Tuition after, but at least we have to leave early.

I was practicing recounts with Winnie today.

We both wrote a recount in like ten minutes!

I hit 338 words, and she hit 391.

We did a recount on her vomiting case, HAHA.

Which reminds me, I've gotta stay back tmr for IT.

Truth be told, I'm pretty nervous for the formal writing

and essays, cause like I can't write on the spot.

I need my muse, some kind of music to write well.

That's why when I write my stories, I usually base them on songs.

And sorry to say, I didn't study tonight.

Which is pretty bad, considering exams are next week.

(And geog is first, omg).

Probs gonna fail chinese compo too.

I should be sleeping soon too, but my hair is wet.

Darn you, stupid hair.

I need to continue mugging and tonight was interrupted by Chuck.

Can't blame me, ok.

I did kinda study for English anyway.

Hopefully I can remember.

I'd like to believe that I can retain information well,

and maybe I can, but not that well.

I want photographic memory ):

Doing IT thing now. Interviewing people.

But there's no one to interview. Like seriously.

NO ONE'S ONLINE!

AND IT'S ONLY 11.30!

Interview tmr then.

Oh, Winnie'll be so proud of me! :D

we'll run from them

2009-09-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

SAVE CHUCK!

I NEED TO PEE.

I NEED TO BATHE.

I NEED TO STUDYYY GEOG!

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

HAVEN'T STUDIED AT ALL.

I HAVE CHINESE TUITION TMR. ):

2 AND A HALF HOURS OF MATH TUITION TODAY.

KEELMEEE.

BUT GUESS WHAT!

brand new eyes is coming out tmr!

___________

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH FARRO <3

MY FAVOURITE GUITARIST EVER,

YOU'RE AMAZING.

YOU'RE COOL.

AND YOUR HAIR IS GROWING BACK!

I LOVE YOU, JOSH!

___________
Did I mention that I love Yvonne Strahovski?

She's an amazing actress and she's gorgeous.

Yeah, yeah, I'M STRAIGHT.

I really really want to watch her new movie!

It's a survival thriller, and it looks pretty cool!

I mean, she looks like she died in the trailer.

I love it! AH!

I need to watch it, so bad.

Speaking of needing to watch stuff,

I really need to watch 500 Days Of Summer!

And/or Jennifer's Body!

And/or Time Traveller's Wife (Although my bro said it sucked)

And I found a nice reward for myself, if I study.

I will watch a Chuck episode for every two hours I study!

And CHUCK MARATHON WITH TABITHA! :D

I can't wait for EOYs to be over!

Oh my gosh. And FYI, I might bring Chuck and a DVD player for ROCs.

Like seriously.

I bought three CDs yesterday! :D

500 Days Of Summer Soundtrack.

Phoenix - Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix.

Bloc Party - Silent Alarm.

Ahhh! It's awesome!

Have I mentioned how awesome Brand New Eyes is?

I mean, like I said before, it's beautiful, deep and completely amazing.

Riot! pales in comparison, but of course,

the breakup and everything contributed to the album's overall style.

Which is sad.

But you know, it gave them some therapy.

I shall study geog now.

and gush over Yvonne/Katy Perry/HayHay Williams/Zooey.

Goodbye now!

oh and ger tan just got twitter (:

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER!

www.twitter.com/tracingpatterns

Tracing patterns,

across a personal map.

And making pictures,

where the lines overlap.

Turn it off, in all my spite

2009-09-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

Hello PW Group.

I FUCKING HATE YOU GUYS.

It's 12.30am, and i'm awake.

DO YOU EFFING KNOW WHY?

BECAUSE, I HAD TO DO A FUCKING POWERPOINT WITH FUM.

AND THEN I HAD TO FINISH OUR STUPID WRITTEN REPORT,

WHICH I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M GOING TO WRITE,

SO I DON'T CARE IF WE FAIL THIS SHIT, ALRIGHT?

BECAUSE NO ONE IS PUTTING IN ANY EFFORT,

EXCEPT ME, FUM, OR WINNIE.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

WE'RE A GROUP.

GROUP.

AND I'M PISSED NOW.

I'M NEVER JOINING ANOTHER GROUP WITH ANY OF YOU IN IT AGAIN.

BLOODY EFFING HELL.

LAZY ASSES.

all i wanted was you

2009-09-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

Words cannot describe the emotions I feel when I listen to this album.

It's, literally, indescribable.

The energy, the power, the feeling in the songs.

It's mindblowing.
It gives me eargasms.

HAHAHA.

But this is by far, the best Paramore album there is.

And it is also the best album I've heard this year.

(I did buy loads of albums this year)

The songs are everything that I was expecting, and more.

I'm blown away by Hayley's voice.

Zac is amazing.

Taylor's got a few lead parts.

Josh is SINGING. and it's amazing.

Jeremy outdid himself.

Although I can't say I'm proud of myself that it leaked,

I did already pre-order the deluxe box set,

so technically, I've already purchased it.

Apologies to Paramore, though, I'm sorta cheating you guys.

But your songs are just too beautiful and I couldn't resist.

This album is darker, more emotional and definitely the best of the best.

So, well done, Paramore.

You didn't disappoint at all,

even if all the songs were based on Joshayley's breakup ):

I'm just proud of them that they're moving on and all.

Oh and did I mention that Josh's voice is angelic?

It's ANGELIC <3

Goodnight!

Next time you point a finger, I might have to bend it back and break it, break it off.

Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror.

Paramore - Playing God

CASEY-NESS

2009-09-19T18:00:00.004+08:00

The most hilarious guy on Chuck, apart from Chuck himself.

Best known for his funny one-liners and super awesome threats!

And I love him :D

So, without further ado, I present to you,

JOHN CASEY QUOTES!

~~~~

"This coming from the agent who can't keep her chocolate out of Bartowski's peanut butter"

(About Sarah saying that he was too emotionally involved in one particular mission)

"Anybody order drive-thru?"

(Right after he crashed his car into a restaurant to rescue Chuck and Sarah. Badass.)

"You really want to use the 'it's not me, it's you' bit on a trained assassin wielding a knife?"

(After he witnessed Chuck break up with Sarah when she was cutting a banana)

"Dinner with you and Morgan? I'd rather Afghani warlords bleed me from my liver."

(Pretty obvious.)

"Yeah, whatever you say. And just so we're clear, sister, not interested."

(When he realized Sarah always fell for guys she worked with. E.g. Chuck and Bryce.)

"This is not an XBox, and you're not an X-Man."

(When Chuck tried to defuse a bomb)

"You're pretty nonchalant about your super computer boyfriend trying to browse someone else's network"

(To Sarah, when Chuck dated Jill)

"Are you sure you're not just jealous that Bartowski's found himself a new piece of ass-et?"

(To Sarah, again, when Chuck was dating Jill.)

AND.

THE BEST.

QUOTE.

EVER.

BY.

THE.

AMAZING.

CASEY:

"Oh, Chuck me..."

When Chuck uploaded the new Intersect!

AHHHHHHH!
:D

Charles Carmichael always comes quickly

2009-09-19T17:29:00.003+08:00

HELLO.

Well, you see, I had this whole blog post planned out in my head?

But it's kinda gone now, so I'll just say anything.

My sister's home! :D

We went to fetch her yesterday from the airport.

Dayum, I missed her so much.

Anyway, so last night I was watching megaloads of Chuck,

you know why?

Cause I don't even have to load them (;

I have THE WHOLE SEASON TWO IN MY COMPUTER <3

ahhhhhhhhhh!

NOW I'LL NEVER START STUDYING, BLOODY HELL.

I've vowed to start everything tmr.

Like art/studying. everything.

NO MORE PROCRASTINATING FOR ME.

I need high marks ):

Too cheer myself up,

I shall put down some priceless Casey quotes! :D

OH OH, maybe I should put them in my intro! :D

Dinner soon.

Sick sick sick.

it's never been like that

2009-09-15T18:26:00.002+08:00

F.U. oral.

I totally failed my oral.

The worst exam that I've ever done in my life.

To emphasize my point, I actually apologized to the laoshi.

(Which, yes, I realized I should not have done)

I need to do my maths paper/bio paper/study tingxie.

And I need to do PW/GB shit/study.

I also need to sleep/watch Burn Notice/re-watch Chuck.

Oh my, what am I going to do with my life?

I'm getting that shitty feeling again,

the one that makes me want to just leave Singapore and everything behind,

just to go to Melbourne/Canada/America, or anywhere but here.

And stupid Fum! How could you get suspected swine!

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE FOR 7DAYS WITHOUT YOU.

gah.

second day of school, and i'm already sick of it.

I haven't even started studying,

why can't I effing take it seriously?

you are my signal fire

2009-09-12T11:44:00.004+08:00

AHEM.

This is for Tabitha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HANS ZIMMER!
I DON'T KNOW YOU AT ALL,

AND NEITHER DO I LISTEN TO YOUR COMPOSITIONS,

BUT YOU'RE A HECKUVA COMPOSER,

AND I LOVED THE PIRATES SOUNDTRACK.

YOU ROCK, MR. FRUIT!

Hello friends and nice people who actually read my blog.

:D
I am blogging!

Whooo!

So, how was everyone's holiday?

Mine totally sucked, and I'm not surprised.

Woke up at 10 today, had chinese tuition at 12.

The strange thing was after though.

Went to view a service apartment with my parents.

Apparently, the bitch of our agent screwed up,

and we have to move out earlier than normal.

I'm actually moving to Hillcrest, and my house is right next to RGS.

But cause we have to move out before our house is done up,

we're now going to stay in a service apartment for a month or two.

That sucks, really.

Heh, anyway, I've written a oneshot,

and I'm waiting for Winnie to come online so that she can betaread it.

WINNIE, I WANT TO POST IT TODAY.

COME ONLINEEEEEE

extrasupervery

2009-09-09T00:07:00.002+08:00

Coolest picture I've ever seen!

Hahaha, if you don't notice, they're all cartoonized

(Sarah still looks hot, and Jeff looks alot like Jeff)

Ahem.

ANYWAY. It looks like I have a new obsession!

I know, I know, about time, right?

It's not Burn Notice, at least not yet.

But it's a book! Forgive me, BOOKS.

And the series is known as Percy Jackson & The Olympians.

Winnie was awesome and lent me the first three books,

and now I've got two to go.

It's five books, and you read them in this order

Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief

Percy Jackson & The Sea Of Monsters

Percy Jackson & The Titan's Curse

Percy Jackson & The Battle Of The Labyrinth

Percy Jackson & The Last Olympian

Read "Sea of Monsters" and "Titan's Curse" today!

Yes, in one day, hahaha.

It's so awesome.

And you know me, come on, there's obviously romance in this.

Percy&Annabeth! :D

Oh yeah, this book is all about this 12yearold boy named Percy,

he finds out that he's a demigod (half god/human)

and his dad is Poseidon, the god of the sea and horses.

So, long story short, he has to save the world from the Titan, Kronos,

with the help of his fellow demigods,

Annabeth and Satyr (he's a faun, really), Grover.

Alot alot of Greek Mythology, but don't worry,

cause Percy's clueless about Greek world, and they'll explain everything.

Heh.

Yeah. Hahaha.

I haven't started studying, screwed for that.

I haven't collected my homework from Fum,

even though we've met at least twice since school reopened,

that one I can blame Fum, since she forgot to bring.

Screwed for that too (:

Time to watch BN. :D

crack the shutters

2009-09-06T01:35:00.003+08:00

Did you blush then,

when our hips touched?

I can't tell, well, you're already red.

_________

Just a real quick blog post,

I can't sleep (for once, oh my) and I've got to wake up for church tmr.

I think I'm in love with Snow Patrol.

I found a beautiful song called "Signal Fire".

And, pwwooaahh, amazing song.

I'd like to thank Ina for introducing me to Burn Notice.

It's related to Chuck, in a way.

Spy stuff, you know.

Jeff Donovan's pretty cute, and when he said "NSA", I got blown away.

So, yes, I'm currently in the process of watching

BURN NOTICE

All my Chucksters can go ahead and watch that too.

It's more of action/drama than comedy/action,

but there's a dash of romance too! :D

I might just start reading Burn Notice fics...

Hmm..

But Chuck is still my number one.

At least, until I manage to get myself completely obsessed with Burn Notice.

Hahaha, I just hope the music is as beautiful.

Class party was today.

It was so bloody pathetic?

Like only 10 out of 34 people showed up.

But the food was awesome!

And it was kinda fun lah.

Loads of videos to be on Facebook soon.

And I got a beautiful Shiveniness wristband! :D

I can't can't can't wait for Brand New Eyes to come out.

It's actually just "brand new eyes",

there isn't supposed to be any capitalization or anything,

but what the hell, it ain't formal enough.

Oh and I happened to skip drums this morning.

My stress relief for the week is gone!

Oh gosh, it's almost 2!

I hope I can wake up tmr, I miss Tabs ):
Haven't spoken to her forever,

and considering I've been absent in school for a number of days,

haven't seen her since Wednesday! ):

I shall mourn the loss of her laptop,

it got stolen by her parents.

Heh, ok, I should try getting some sleep.

Goodnight people (:

we gotta pick it up

2009-09-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

This photo is shopped.

___________________

Zac Farro has an amazing voice.

Dare I say, it's even better than dear Joshua's.

Zac Farro - Far

Go listen on youtube.

___________________

Someone's got it all wrong

but you and i both know

that i won't bury it down

and you would only dig it up

someone's gonna wait their turn

someone's gonna wait in line

someone's gonna wait their turn

well so will i

i don't wanna wake up

so far away from you

i don't wanna wake up

so far away from you

i don't wanna wake up

so far away from you

i don't wanna wake up

so far away, but you never...

Help, help

cause i don't wanna feel

so empty

that i could lose

i don't wanna wake up

so far away from you

i don't wanna wake up

so far away from you

i don't wanna wake up

so far away from you

i don't wanna wake up

so far away, but you never...

sometimes we fall

we gotta pick it up

it couldn't be more anymore beautiful

2009-09-03T15:10:00.002+08:00

It has come to my attention,

that my dearest Joshua has buzzed his luscious locks off his head.

Why, Joshua, why? ):

Kudos to the Paramoremusic comm for shopping hairstyles onto him.

Loved that post, but too bad Hayley didn't see it.

Hahaha, it was epic!

So, I was sick, and I didn't go to school today.

Apologies to Ina, Esther and Theo, you might have a flu soon.

I've got a slight fever, sorethroat and a cold.

AND, apologies to my PW group for not being there.

But you bitches woke me up! HAHAHA.

I was sleeping so soundly man.

I'm kinda bored, so I think I'm gonna write stuff.

I cancelled my tuition today <3

hehehe :D

My head is aching, so I'll go now.

NO ONE TAGS MY BLOG.

GO TAG IT!

happy birthday fum!

2009-08-31T22:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUM.

I KNOW THE PIC IS BLOODY UNGLAM,

BUT YOU'RE STILL VEH PRETTY.

DONUT WORRIE.

I'm so very sorry for not wishing you last night at 12.

I know you were super heartbroken right?

(;

Yeah, that's how I felt when no one wished me on FB.

6 PEOPLE WISHED ME ON MY WALL OK.

I HAVE 280 FRIENDS!

ANYHOO, thank you for being such an awesome friend.

And I really hope we're in the same class next year.

BEE EFF EFFS 4 LYF, AMMIRIGHT?

Right.

Love you dear!

brick by boring brick

2009-08-31T14:14:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I JUST HEARD "BRICK BY BORING BRICK" FOR THE FIRST TIME.

It's... indescribable.

It's such an amazing song, just like, an awesomely unique sound. It strays from Paramore's normal sound, but it fits perfectly. It's officially THE BEST Paramore song I've ever heard. And one of the best songs I've listened to this year. It's on youtube, if you're able to find it. No studio recording yet, all live. They played for MTV Unplugged a while back, and they performed this and a few other songs, if I'm not wrong.

Such beautiful sound.

I really can't wait for the new album (:

And Joshua is turning 22 on it's release date.

AND I'LL BE GETTING MY BEAUTIFUL AND AWESOME DELUXE ALBUM!

This is the album of the year, folks.

Paramore - darker, more mature and all grown up.

So you'd better get it, cause I'm not burning mine for you!

Bwahahah :D

I just hope it doesn't get too overplayed.

Probs will though, cause I'll be listening 24/7.

Just watched Narnia, and I found a beautiful song.

It's "Can't Take It In" by Imogen Heap.

Imogen Heap is cool. :D

I didn't know she had such a beautiful voice.

Did I mention how many awesome songs I got from Taptap/RockBand/GuitarHero?

Man, those guys know music.

Doc's appointment later,

my reading is going to be.

So bloody high.

forget the things we swore we meant

2009-08-28T20:30:00.003+08:00

I think I might have a new obsession.

I think Winnie has a new obsession too.

We've pretty much traded our loves.

I intro-ed her to Chuckles, and she gave me Percy Jackson.

Awesome book! It'll never match up to Harry Potter, but in terms of fantasy and creativity, it's definitely worth a read. Hahaha, now I've gotten 2 people to watch Chuck, and 3 more people who WANT to watch Chuck. It's a totally different genre from HIMYM, but I do love Chuck much more than HIMYM.

(Mainly cause the ship that I support might actually get the happy ending)

Well, more about Percy Jackson.

It's about a twelve year old boy who finds out that his estranged father is actually Poseidon, the Greek sea god, and that he is a half-blood. Half-human, half-god. Like Hercules. And he has to fight off monsters and shiz. And he falls in love, hint hint at the obvious romance that has drawn me to love the book. And with help from Winnie's fiction, and her awesomeness to lend me her books (there are five books), I shall embark into the world of Greek Mythology and awesomeness.

I JUST finished the first book, like literally JUST finished.

I hope I can last till monday to get the second book!

I'm gonna load some Chuck videos now, and I should really catch up on writing my fics. Waiting for Winnie to get her butt online. Can't write without her!

SHOOT. SHAG. MARRY.

______________________

Stop it.

Just. Stop.

Can't you see that I want no part of it?

This never-ending feud.

This completely pointless feud.

just come on home

2009-08-26T20:16:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling an incredible - i mean, INCREDIBLE - sense of pride for Paramore right now. More specifically, Josh and Hayley. I just read a beautiful and heartwarming interview by AP (Alternative Press, Magazine) and it's so honest, true and amazingly beautiful. In the article, they finally come clean about the drama that almost killed Paramore in 2008. Josh and Hayley did, and they were dating. For three whole years. And they broke up in 2007, due to the fact that they thought it would take the focus off their music. And they had admitted, it was very awkward at first, and that only made it harder, as all their relationships were strained at that time. And right now, myself being a huge Joshayley fan, I am so proud of them. Because they came clean after so long, and they have made it through that rough patch.

I mean, I know it's weird, because I don't even know them, they don't know me at all. But I have to truly admit, I really really love Paramore, and even if they don't even know I exist,

I'll always support their music.

This is the most beautiful quote from the article, (which I SELFISHLY will not put the link here).

Hayley - "Josh and I have always been close. My whole musical life I've spent with these guys and Josh, and we've always had a great relationship. Just because one part of it didn't work out, doesn't mean we can't have a great creative relationship, an amazing friendship and go on being better than we ever were."

There's more than that, but... this is enough.

__________________________

I'm pretty happy today. The day really started out rough, but it got better. The best part was the last 40minutes of school. 98.7FM INVADED MGS! :D Dan Ong and Mr Young came and they were awesome! Like, Lara and I were super shocked cause we're big fans, and I listen to them every morning. SO THEY'RE GONNA GIVE US A SHOUTOUT AT 6.30 AM TMR!

I'm going to tape it (somehow...) cause a few people really wanna hear it. :D

Ok, ciao!

for emma, forever ago

2009-08-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

I. HATE. E-LEARNING.

BLOODY WASTE OF TIME.

If they want to assign that much homework,

we might as well go to school damn it!

100 over questions for maths isn't what I call homework.

That, is practically bordering TORTURE.

Argh, I've done my elearning for the day.

Bloody waste of time.

On the bright side,

I did play quite alot of RockBand/GuitarHero today.

I'm so in love with "Outsiders" by The Daylights.

It's an amazing song, and it's incredibly beautiful.

It gave me an inspiration to write.

I haven't been talking to Winnie!

She gives me some great ideas to work on ):

WINNIE COME ONLINE D:

Well, I've been sleeping late, waking up late.

Nothing out of the ordinary.

Drums tmr, and I happen to not have anything after that.

SLACKK :D

I want my Chuck marathon, Tabitha! ):

_____________

Right here above the street

Watching the city span beneath

I couldnt help but feel like an outsider

Lifting up off the ground

Seeing for the first time now

This is where i became an outsider

- Heh, story of my life.

i saw it in their eyes

2009-08-20T00:33:00.004+08:00

So, as of yesterday, exams are officially over!

I'm pretty worried for my overall marks this term.

I couldn't care less about CT marks,

but I'm worried about the daily work bit.

I haven't been doing too well this term,

and I'm afraid it'll pull down my average at the end of the year.

But what's done is done,

and it's time to move on anyway.

I had a very stressful day of GB.

I screwed up on drums! Like alotttt of times!

Hahaha, I kept making eye contact with Ina.

I'd widen my eyes everytime I screwed up.

Drill was pretty tiring,

my legs are dead right now.

And my poor Agnes got stung by a bee while marching!

Oh my gosh the poor dear is too sweet for her own good.

And she totally blames me for it!

cause I keep called her "HONEYBUNS".

Hahaha :D

It just makes her sweeter.

Anyway, I've been indulging in alot of music tonight.

I managed to catch two awesome movies backtoback on HBO.

First was Surf's Up,

and before you start thinking it's some lame penguin show,

it's actually surprisingly nice.

I mean, the music is mindblowing, (not the score)

and it's SHIA LABEOUF! (sp?) and ZOOEY DESCHANEL!

From Transformers (obviously) and Yes Man! (She's Allison)

like woahhhh. How can you not watch it?

Second is Baby Mama.

Bloody funny! Hahaha, Tina Fey is amazing.

So is her co-star, whose name escapes me right now.

I just added 12 songs (Some from Surf's Up) into my itunes.

I currently have a total of 2187 songs and 140 videos.

I can make a safe bet that 20 out of those 140 videos are Chuck videos

Ok, it's late, my brain is about to shut down,

I haven't written my ff today.

(Winnie posted already! And she's so sweet to have creditted me. Heart Heart Heart, darling.)

Goodnight (or morning, whatever) world.

OH AND OMG DID YOU KNOW SOO FROM PILLOWFIGHT WITH SOO GOT FIRED FROM 98.7FM? SADDZZZ. Apparently, her english sucked.

oh now, you're mine, all mine

2009-08-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

Today was. Weird.

First off, I got highest in class for Physics

(Totally wasn't expecting that)

And Mdm Teresa marks like lightning,

since we did our physics CT in the morning.

I got 1.5/15 for one particular test that I really didn't know how to do,

not proud of that, but it totally killed my marks.

Second, (this isn't really weird but whatever)

I had a really nice skype call with Winnie and Shiying.

Winnie and I were writing fics together.

I wrote Chuck,

she wrote Percy Jackson.

I should read Percy Jackson..

Speaking of fics,

I've just posted a new chapter of

CHUCK VS THE TORTURE

you can read it on FF.net

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5283324/1/Chuck_Versus_The_Torture

or simply hit my links,

and go to my fanfic blog.

I know not many people indulge in fics,

and I love knowing fellow friends who read them.

Tabitha is my biggest fan, and I love her :D

Winnie is now my new official beta-reader.

Psshh.. Keri! YOU'RE FIRED :D

HAHAHA.

Shiying tried to read but didn't understand.

aww ):

drama queen

2009-08-15T21:26:00.004+08:00

Well, my top two women I would go gay for happened to have dinner together in Sydney, Australia, which is the continent I would very much like to be living in right now.

(And, no, I'm not serious about the go gay thing, I just love them alot)

My sister asked me that question a while back,

and I take pride in asking that question to multiple people as well!

Here's my top 5:

1) Katy Perry

2) Hayley Williams

3) Yvonne Strahovski/Strzechowski

4) Colbie Smulders

5) Zooey Deschanel

I don't act on anything I say,

so rest assured I'm totally straight.

And just to prove that,

Here are the top 5 guys I would stay straight for:

1) Joshua Neil Farro

2) Matthew Bomer

3) Zachary Levi/Chuck Bartowski

4) Ryan McPartlin

5) Ryan Gosling

Ok, I've gotta ton of tuition homework to do.

And Tabitha and Ger went offline ):

LONELYNESS YO.

I just watched a lot of Chuck interviews :D

I love the cast!

They're as funny and awesome as the HIMYM cast.

Hahahaha.

Chuck&Sarah!

Zach called Sarah "STRAHOTSKI"

Hayley called Josh "SWEETFACE"

Oh my, I could die!

Careful

2009-08-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

How do you study for Lit?

I've been asking myself that question since... 8pm.

Yeah, that's not a very good question to be asking,

considering Lit is tomorrow.

OH WELL,

I'll just fail like I failed everything else.

Heh.

My mum was diagnosed with H1N1 today,

she's been ill for the past few days,

and it's really unfortunate to occur during exam period.

I wouldn't mind sitting out the CTs,

but they won't allow me.

On a lighter note,

(much lighter, trust me)

PARAMORE'S NEW MUSIC VIDEO CAME OUT TODAY!

It's amazing! It's brilliant! It's IGNORANCE!

I'm going to write my fic now

tongue tied and twisted

2009-08-12T23:12:00.004+08:00

Now I've got a feeling,

if I sing this loud enough,

that you would sing it back to me.

______________________________

Vivien's multiple sources of happiness:

1) Watching episodes of Chuck

- never fails to bring a smile to my face (:

and I wouldn't mind watching HIMYM or Avatar.

2) Exams to be over and done with

- i don't wish to swear, so I won't.

I hate exams, enough said.

Of course, who doesn't, but it's me.

3) Music

- music is my boyfriend;

music is my girlfriend;

music is my favourite mistress;

it's true.

4) Writing and posting fics.
- it's a hobby/pasttime, don't judge me.
(FYI, I don't read manga/anime crap)

5) Drumming/jamming

- Something that I have barely enough time to do these days,

cause it's hard to find a time to annoy the hell out of someone by creating a shitload of noise.

_______________________

I am pretty prepared to fail stuff.

And I can't say that I'm not to blame.

Once again, didn't study that much.

I don't see why we're studying history.

We're not going through the bloody war anymore,

so why the hell should we know all about it eh?

I've been kinda distant to a few people in my life recently,

and I'm extremely sorry,

I might seem like I'm ignoring you,

but I'm doing it unintentionally.

I'm pretty distracted when I talk to you on MSN,

(cause, ahem, you're really easy to strike up a conversation with)

and I can't have any distractions right now.

Not during exam period.

I may be struggling to study,

but I do need to read the textbooks.

and yes, it does take that long for me to read a chapter.

AND THAT BEING SAID.

I'm really disappointed in two of my closer friends.

I'm not pinning the blame on anyone,

cause both of you are partially in the wrong.

Stop acting like immature little brats and suck it up,

because you guys are pissing me off.

I will not have two friends end their friendship due to some stupid and not to mention POINTLESS arguement!

Honestly, you would think we were in primary school.

If you want someone to rant to about the other,

I'M NOT THE RIGHT PERSON TO RANT TO.

I'm in the middle, and I hate that feeling.

fail geog, fail goeg

2009-08-11T22:56:00.002+08:00

Despite having no more strength or energy to burn any more midnight oil,

I need to study so badly.

Fail Geog, Fail Geog.

Oh my.

I spent the whole fieing day doing the bloody scrapbook,

cause as much as I suck at geog, I suck at Chinese more.

Ok, I have two minutes to relax before I go into mega study mode.

I hate exams. I hate projects. I think education should just collapse.

Chuck Versus The Torture

2009-08-08T00:01:00.002+08:00

I found this beautiful banner on photobucket.

And guess what!

I wrote a new Chuck fic.

It's a oneshot, but it's tentative, depending on the number of reviews i'll get on FF.net

I might just post it, but what the heck.

Keri beta-ed this one for me,

since my newly appointed beta reader (Ahem, Tabitha) went offline.

So I present to you:

Chuck Versus The Torture

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5283324/1/Chuck_Versus_The_Torture

Slightly morbid, slightly Charah, and very fun to write!

I suppose it only seems fun when you get to write about people getting beat up.

___________
the light had slipped through the window,

the morning ripped you way.

one hand on this wily comet

2009-08-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

Oh BRYCE LARKIN, how I love you!

Even if you're threatening Chuck right now,

if you hadn't sent the Intersect to Chuck,

he wouldn't have met Sarah,

and there would be no Charah.

But you're an ass for trying to steal Sarah away.

Heh.

Isn't he hoooooooot.

Gosh, he was hotter in the pilot episode.

MATTHEW BOMERRRRRRRRR.

I'M BORED.

AND HECK NO, I WILL NOT STUDY TONIGHT.

KERI IS BETA READING MY FIC,

SINCE TABITHA SIGNED OFF.

oh my, keri's english makes mine look like crap D:

statue statuesque

2009-08-05T16:48:00.003+08:00

It's been an interesting week.

For one, I'm more tired than I've ever been.

CTs are next week, which is bloody near.

My class is officially quarantined from other classes.

I heard there were teachers telling their class not to get too near us.

That's real nice.

And Ms Gan freaked out when we met her in the comp lab.

Like, clamped her hand on her nose and mouth, kind of freak out.

She might've screamed too, I'm not sure.

But well, THERE ARE NO CCAS FOR US ALL! <3

We don't have to be in school on Friday,

and we get to eat recess in class everyday!

It's pretty fun hahahaa. we were so excited.

Slight hungry, but definitely excited.

I hope the sickies get well soon!

Rest well and get well, you guys.

See you in school soon!

FUM PON AGAIN D:

i'm beggin' you, i'm beggin' you, i'm beggin' you, please.

2009-08-02T22:30:00.002+08:00

Chuck Versus The Sandworm

_______

AHHHHHH

It's been a prettyyyy relaxing day, I suppose.

Nothing much happened lah.

Went to my brother's church this morning.

(Saw someone I never in a million years wanted to see at that very church)

D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

MONSTERS INCORPORATED.
D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

2I/MG girls, you should know who that is.

went for lunch with two of my brother's friends.

Turns out my brother isn't that antisocial after all.

I know I wasted loads of time,

but I just sat on the couch and read fanfiction for majority of the day.

Which explains why my heart hurts now ):

too much Chuck = too many withdrawal symptoms.

heh, this is addiction.

I'm kinda hoping I have a fever right now.

LYNETTE HAS ONE!

AHHHHH!

WHY IS EVERYONE GETTING SICK WITHOUT ME.

Honestly, i'm not healthy at all.

I know it seems weird that I would be WISHING for an illness,

but i'm just that desperate.

I can swear I feel the beating of a cold, cold heart

2009-07-29T21:28:00.004+08:00

The disease that infects me,
It's not allowing me to move away.

And it has motivated me to bring it down;

that's how much I need to escape right now.

_________

It's claimed another member of my family as it's own,

and it currently runs in my genes.

My poor poor kids.

I just pray that my future husband won't have it.

Then maybe my kids won't need to experience this agony.

There's a reason why I don't really enjoy Biology.

It confirms my early death.

It confirms the fact that I will have complications later,

I won't live the length of life that I was meant to live.

____

On another note,

I really really really need a day off.

Anything.

Just a few hours rest (preferably at home at 8am)

I'm hurtinggggggg.

I've never experienced such bad withdrawal symptoms before.

Not with HIMYM, not with Avatar.

It just feels like a dull aching feeling in my chest.

And I have a load of crap I need to do before I go to bed.

Reminder for myself:

Write a check for FortnightCard,

print the proposal for GB Heritage badge.

1, 2, 3, counting out the signs we see

2009-07-27T19:08:00.004+08:00

LYRICS SPAMMMMMMMMM.

I'M JUST REALLY BORED.

And I would like to say that the songs that I'll be spamming remind me of a certain beautiful couple..

coughcoughchuckandsarahcoughcough

These songs aren't related to them at all,

except maybe some of them were used on the show.

All are beautiful songs, if you can appreciate some of them.

(if you can't, it just means you aren't mature enough to :D)

________

A Fine Frenzy - You Picked Me:D

Like an apple on the tree

Hiding out behind the leaves

I was difficult to see

But you picked me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yrsxW9C7FJE

________

SONG OF THE WEEK:

Blind Pilot - 3 Rounds and a Sound

<3>

They're playing our song

Can you hear see the lights?

Can you hear the hum?

Of our song

I hope they get it right

I hope we dance tonight

Before we get it wrong

3 Rounds and A Sound - Blind Pilot

________

The Eels - Fresh Feeling <3

You don't have a clue

what it is like to be next to you

I'm here to tell you,

That it is good

That it is true.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mg8my6jI3Gw

________

SECOND PICK OF THE WEEK:

Acceptance - So Contagious

<3>

Could this be out of line?

To say you're the only one breaking me down like this

To say you're the only one I would take a shot on

Keep me hanging on

so contagiously.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxrc99S09wI

________

The National - Slow Show

You know I dreamed about you

For twenty-nine years before I saw you

You know I dreamed about you

I missed you for,

for twenty-nine years

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-KhGUE_KjIo&feature=related

__________

Cake - Short Skirt/Long Jacket

I want a girl with a mind like a diamond

I want a girl who knows what's best

I want a girl with shoes that cut

And eyes that burn like cigarettes

I want a girl with the right allocations

who is fast and thorough and sharp as a tack

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7aDstrDMf0

_________

Bon Iver - Creature Fear

So many foreign worlds

(So relatively f**ked)

So ready for us,

The creature fear

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBGuilLUliI

______

[The last song has nothing to do with the fact that it played while Chuck and Sarah made out on the bed in one of the best Chuck episodes ever. Chuck Versus The Colonel]

SONG SPAM SHALL STOP NOW <3

could this be out of line?

2009-07-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how at the age of 22 (or was it 21?)

my brother still has a curfew,

my brother still has allowance,

my brother has to follow rules even if he doesn't want to.

This is possibly the fifth time my mum has made him sit down for a talk

about how to "prioritize" his time, that family comes before friends.

He has to follow, cause there are so many things that could be taken away from him.

For instance, my parents could take away his car at any time.

Or maybe they could cut his allowance?

I can't help but feel sorry for him.

I mean, he's an adult, let the man live his life, yeah?

It's kinda stupid.

At first they complain that he's too antisocial,

then when he makes friends they complain that his friends are more important than the family.

then up comes the "we'll take away your car!", up comes the curfew.

My withdrawal symptoms are killing me.

I really feel like my hearts a black hole of crap.

Urghhhh

I'm a little tired of life.

No, no, no suicidal thoughts.

I just really need a change in lifestyle.

And I need God.

Let's move to Aussie.

My sister went home today,

her plane took off 8 minutes ago.

I need to do homework and collect 100 bucks by tmr

or Ms Yang will murder me.

Oh well.

she's brainwashed you, brainwashed you

2009-07-24T23:12:00.002+08:00

I had a real heart to heart talk with Theo today,

about some stuff which I don't think I should talk about here.

She came over after the Sec4 Farewell,

and yes, Sec4 Farewell was awesome!

Kings and Doves were the only squads where most of the squad members showed up,

which is really sad,

because if you really counted the number of people that showed up,

it would equal to the number of seniors there are.

I really hope the seniors enjoyed themselves,

and that they weren't really sad about the minimal amount of people that actually showed up.

<3>

Best seniors I could ever ask for(:

I'm gonna miss them so much ehhh.

Ok back to the heart to heart talk.

We talked about school,

and like how it's getting really uncomfortable.

Yeah, all those things that are bothering us.

<3>

My legs are aching (once again)

and I'm pretty sure I'm feverish (as always).

Gonna read somemore FF,

maybe write another Charah one?

__________

I'm tired of being your bitch.

I'm tired of being at your beck and call.

I'm tired of spoiling you.

I'm tired of tolerating you when you have an outburst of rage.

(Anger management issues, anyone?)

I'm tired of just sitting there while you use me.

Stop taking my friendship for granted.

Stop taking ANY friendship for granted, for that matter.

It's annoying, and it's painful.

So, stop. Please.

I'm not trying to be mean, or hateful, or anything towards you.

I'm just saying that I'm tired of being used.

If you want to find a bitch, go buy a dog.

Not me.

take your time, take my time

2009-07-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

Just posted the Chuck Fanfic on

paraperryfictions and fanfiction.net

here's the link if you'd like to read it:

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5235868/1/

Basically, all you need to know is that Sarah is a superspy

who was sent to protect a guy named Chuck with a super computer,

known as the Intersect, in his head.

Yeah (:

They fall in love,

take these chances

2009-07-21T20:01:00.002+08:00

I'm burning up.

Really.

I'm like super warm right now.

Bloody sun.

Today was extremely tiring,

but pretty fun, I suppose.

GB girls got to skip lessons!

But my legs are aching now,

so is my head.

And I seem to have lost my appetite.

I'm writing something.

A fanfiction and I'm going to submit it to FF.net

It's based on When It Rains by Paramore.

And I realise how much I love this song.

It's one of the most beautiful Paramore songs out there,

and definitely one of my favourites off Riot!

I can't stop listening to it right now.

_______

And oh, oh, how could you do it?

Oh, I, I never saw it coming

And oh, oh, I need the ending

So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

heaven forbid, well aware of your sins

2009-07-15T23:53:00.004+08:00

too sleepy to notice;

too tired to care;

too sick to be worried.

It seems I'm in that phase again.

The phase where, every chance to skip school becomes the dream.

every chance to get out of class is relaxation.

A trip to the school toilet is a day's vacation.

I couldn't care less about homework,

but I do it every night.

Why?

Because my parents are pinning their hopes on me.

Because I'd rather die than get scolded by them,

which has proven to be occuring more frequently.

I want a chance to be successful in life.

I'm slipping up, everyday.

I claim to have no time to do my work,

but it's true that I have all the time in the world
(apart from all the tuition and stuff).

I procrastinate and procrastinate, and I leave my work till the end of the day.

I stay up late to finish my work,

I go to sleep late, and complain from lack of sleep the next day.

It's my cycle.

I just can't be bothered to do work first.

It's a very bad habit, trust me, I know.

But it's just one that I'm not willing to change.

the only exception

2009-07-12T15:53:00.003+08:00

My sister is lying on my bed ):

I was informed that she had explosive diarrheoa this morning.

FML.

BRAND NEW EYES DELUXE ALBUM!

Every Limited Edition Deluxe Box Set includes: -

The standard CD plus two acoustic b-sides

- 40 page handwritten journal of album lyrics from Hayley Williams

- 5 exclusive band photocards

- Deluxe (yellow) vinyl 7" with two acoustic b-sides

- A DVD featuring an exclusive making-of documentary, all new interviews, behind-the-scenes footage, plus high definition versions of your favorite paramore.net episodes

- 16 page full color album booklet

- An exclusive double-sided Paramore poster

- Numbered certificate of authenticity

- All comes packaged in a special edition brand new eyes 7" box

I love this band.

I love my sister.

I cannot wait till September.

darling, you're still divine

2009-07-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

This has been a really really really bad week.

Monday was a wonderful holiday,

but the week has never passed so slowly.

It's 12.50am, Saturday.

And I'm happy, oh so happy that the week is over.

I watched 21 episodes of Chuck in the past week hahaha.

Beautiful!

I've got one episode left.

Chuck vs The Ring.

However, my favourite episode has to be the one before it!

Chuck vs The Colonel.

So much Chuck&Sarah fluff!

Oh my Joshua, they are adorable.

I NEED COUPLE NAME.

CHARAH?

CHURAH?

SARAUCK?

SARCHUCK?

Ok, yeah, sticking to Chuck&Sarah for now.

I need a universal couplename ):

Hahhaa, I downloaded loads of Chuck videos.

I heart obsession.

I was pretty pissed today.

Our principal decided to keep us back at least 40minutes for a talk/briefing/complain&rant session about

1)Swine Flu;

2) Discipline;

3) Badmouthing teachers and how it's wrong;

and 4) Friendships made and pleasures shared.

My mum was picking me up, so she had to conveniently wait 40 minutes for me as well, and being her, she scolded me in the car (and in front of Ger Liau D:<).

I did tell her why I was late and such, of course, it was totally not my fault.

Get this.

She doesn't believe me.

She goes on the complain to my sister and dad about how I kept her waiting and how I'm always the last one out of school.

She considers this being rebellious.

Sometimes I wonder what the fum goes on in a parent's head.

so come on, get higher

2009-07-06T01:07:00.004+08:00

I KNOW THIS ISN'T A CHUCK PICTURE.

I JUST DON'T HAVE NO BLOODY CHUCK PICTURES NOW.

ARGH.

MEGAVIDEO IS CRAPPY SHIT.

I NEED TO WATCH MY CHUCK ):

i'm embarking on a very very strict diet with Ger Tan.
WE'RE GONNA GET HOT BODS BY NEXT JUNE (or this October:D)
HEEHEEHEE

Have I mentioned how much I absolutely love Youth day?

I didn't know we'd get a day off,

and swiney has cancelled GB effectively next week, as well as on the 22nd.

GB day is postponed.

Woohoo :D

I love GB, honestly, but I just hate the uniform.

(And sometimes, I just can't stand going for meetings)

I have very pretty songs :D

COME ON GET HIGHER!

:D:D:D:D:D

PULL ME DOWN HARD, AND DROWN ME IN LOVE.

I have tuition tmr at 3pm ):

Fum smsed at 11 last night to ask whether we wanted to go out.

I can't ):

Oh and sucks that Roddick lost ):

I wasn't really sure who I was rooting for,

but I think Roddick is really cool :D

CHUCK&SARAH!

2009-07-01T22:26:00.005+08:00

Haave you met Sarah and Chuck?

I don't think the show is really known in Singapore.

They do show it on Star World or AXN, I'm not sure which one,

but it's really really really good!

here's the wiki page!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chuck_(TV_series)

Considering I don't watch that many TV shows,

this is progress!

No, I will not in a million years watch korean crap.

I DIDN'T PON SCHOOL, TECHNICALLY.

I had the slightest of fevers,

and due to my very considerateness,

I decided not to attend the hellhole known as "school".

My dad didn't want me to go too ok.

So basically, I watched Chuck the whole day.

Awesomeawesomeawesome show.

my heart hurts cause it wants to watch season 2 ):

WHY OH WHY IS SEASON 2 NOT OUT FOR RENTAL YET.

NEW COUPLE NEW COUPLE!

Chuck&Sarah.

Chuck is the geeky nerd dude whose brain carries The Intersect

and Sarah is his handler/protector and is a super awesome spy.

CHUCK IS SO CUTE.

AND OMG

NEW GUY NEW GUY TOO

Chuck's old best friend and Sarah's ex (coincedentally)

HIS NAME IS BRYCE LARKIN.

OMG HE'S HOT.

LIKE.

HOTTER THAN JOSHUA AND JOSH DUHAMEL AND DAVID DUCHOVNY AND RYAN GOSLING AND JAMES MCAVOY COMBINED.

His actor is Matthew Bomer.

GO GOOGLE HIS SEXINESS.

let me google that for ya (;

http://lmgtfy.com/?q=Matthew+Bomer

Goodnight peepos,

it's 11.15 and i'll never be able to wake up tmr.

Horror.

I want apple strudel

sex bomb, sex bomb, YOU'RE A SEXBOMBBB.

this beat is sick

2009-06-29T19:22:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT.

Paramore's new album is coming out!

29SEPTEMBER2009

MARKING MY CALENDAR NOW!

and that day is also dearest Joshua's birthday!

What an awesome birthday :D

OH AND

THE FIRST SINGLE WILL BE "IGNORANCE",

COMING OUT ON 7JULY2009!

OMG I CAN'T WAITTTT.

I want to hear "Brick By Boring Brick" (ALLITERATION!)

"The Only Exception"

"Playing God"

SO BADDD.

<3paramore

How long has it been since I last blogged?

I don't really remember, but whatever.

Couple of things happened.

Sister came home,

watched Transformers2,

went back to school,

had swiney-like symptoms (which are gone now, don't worry)

SCHOOL SUCKS):

I loved seeing all my darlings in school again,

but some of them were quarantined at home ):

NOUGATS TMR, BABES.

I hope I have enough though,

should have lah.

I can't stand how paranoid Singapore is about swiney though.

If they want to take such precautions in school,

they might as well close school!

I don't want to go to the general office twice a day.

Damn, it's bloody tiring.

I just finished reading the super duper simplified version of MOV.

OMG the ending was really cute :D

Hahaha, Portia and Nerissa are so cool.

Time to do my character analysis of Antonio,

and of course, draw a shitty pic of him.

He's going to look like mega crap, I swear.

HUNGRY.

across this new divide

2009-06-25T23:07:00.003+08:00

I would not like to attend school for a week.

I have a new reason for not being able to leave the house (:

My sister's home!

AND SHE CAME FROM MELBOURNE.

(I don't know why I'm happy, but Swine can close school)

If I had more time,

I actually might be able to do my work..

heh.

I probably wouldn't though.

tuition tmr.

then family night practice, Mrs Hor is coming (omg)

AND I NEED TO SLEEP NOW.

Marshmallow&Lilypad <3

2009-06-23T23:42:00.004+08:00

I THINK I'M IN LOVE
WITH
ROBIN SPARKLES!

SHE'S SUPER COOOOOOOOL.

give a little love to get a little love

2009-06-22T20:26:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA THAT IS SO HOT.

Ok no, it's not.

That's Cobie Smulders and Alyson Hannigan!

Bloopers for season 2 of HIMYM (;

Alyson's mouth was stuffed with brownies.

They didn't really... you know..

yeah.

LET THIS DAY BE KNOWN

THAT VIVIEN'S SELFLESS 7 DAY QUARANTINE PROCESS HAS ENDED.

AND THE DAY THAT SHE WORE AN EPIC SHIRT
THAT PROFESSES HER LOVE FOR BOOBIES.

(No, I don't love boobies)

I spent my first day of nonquarantine waking up late.

I was half an hour late for family night practice :D

So fun!

Hahahaha, I'm a guy.

Fum's the girl but she decided to pon today's one to go out.

and we're doing HSM3 ):

I need someone to send me the song anyway...

The dance was really fun though :D

and i think we did pretty well (:

Oh and hell no are my family members going.
I'm not gonna let them

THE BRO CODE

2009-06-21T13:27:00.001+08:00

SHOULD I BE HAPPY?

OR SHOULD I BE HAPPY.

I followed Barney Stinson on Twitter :D

HE FOLLOWED ME BACK! <3

And I bought The Bro Code,

it's really funny.

Or, technically, my brother bought it.

I gee two gee now.

Buhbye :D

this modern love

2009-06-19T14:06:00.002+08:00

Haaave you met Ted&Robin? :D

Guess who made Ger Tan watch HIMYM!

whoooohoo!

I think she ships Ted&Robin too!

Well, for the past few days I've been lazing around at home.

I didn't leave the house since Monday.

(You know, quarantining)

But last night I went out.

I went to the hospital.

My mum was taken by ambulance to CDC:

Communicable Diseases Centre for suspected Swiney.

No, she's fine now,

but it was really scary.

The place didn't allow visitors at all,

and they told us that approximate waiting time was 6 - 8 hours.

We drove there, parked the car somewhere else,

and walked to CDC, only to be met with strict security.

So what other choice did we have?

We went home.

My mum was admitted for checks as she was vomitting really badly.

But by the mercy of God,

she was discharged this morning with NO swiney.

I'm really happy now.

But I haven't done any school work yet.

Not any significant amount of school work anyway..

I did do geog,

although I'm not sure if I was supposed to do it..

Hmm..

Also, I did leave one entire geog page blank.

I still did it ok..

I need to do maths, chinese and LA.

Heh.

Who votes school closes for another week.

I DO.

show it to me, don't you dare disappoint me!

2009-06-14T18:54:00.003+08:00

TED AND ROBIN!<3<3<3

THEY BROKE UP ):):

It's really sad hahaha, they're really cute together.

and they were so in love ):

Like, the entire season 1 was about Ted crushing on Robin,

and season 2 was about Ted and Robin getting together.

Then suddenly they BROKE UP?

Heh.

Maybe I watched too fast...

It was supposed to take place in the span of a year anyway.

I'm watching season 3 right now.

Hahaha, and I heard Barney gets with Robin.

I heart Barney, but ehhh... they don't seem very cute.

Ok, maybe it'll change when I finish watching.

Second disk time!

Anyway, I'm coming home tmr.

I need to finish watching Watchmen,

and I need to watch Shoppaholic, Marley and Bride Wars!

On the plane, of course.

3 movies!

I watched RaceToWitchMountain, 4/5 of Watchmen

and Coraline on the plane here.

Coraline was THE BOMB.

AND WOAH WOAH WOAH,

GB GIRLS GET BACK FROM CAMP TMR.

I shouldn't be so smug...

They're probably all laughing at me ):
I have to go next year ALONE,

WITH THE SEC 1'S THIS YEAR.

I'm gonna be a lonely bitch
D:
Australia has been fun.

Melbourne and Sydney are preetttyyy cool.
Maybe I'll really consider moving to Melbourne.

I don't mind the place anymore,

more used to it.

And I LOVE my sister's apartment!

I took about 1000 pictures with my phone

and they'll be on FB by the end of the week.

(Or so I hope)

Most of them are pictures of scenery and stuff...

so, yeah, i'll just bore you to death with scenery.

Enjoy :D

IT'S GONNA BE LEGENDARYYY

2009-06-13T21:02:00.004+08:00

WOOHOO
hello!
I haven't blogged in a while!
(sorry Tabs, couldn't get internet for a while)
I'm still in Australia,
Sydney now.
AND WOAH,
I'VE BEEN WATCHING LOADS AND LOADS OF HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER.
and i am still watching.
so
i'll give you a small recap.
HAILSTONES IN MELBOURNE.
LIKE ACTUAL FALLING ICE FROM THE SKY.
I GOT WET WHEN I WALKED INTO THE HAILSTONES.
IT WAS PRETTY COOL.
12 HOURS ON THE ROAD TO SYDNEY.
I AM FAT.
I HAVE SHOPPED.
I BOUGHT A PRETTY SHIRT THAT SAYS "I'M A NUT"
WITH A VERY SCARY LOOKING ACTUAL GROUNDNUT.
IT'S ADORABLE.
GOODNIGHT

vanilla, strawberry, KNICKERBOCKER GLORY

2009-06-09T13:20:00.003+08:00

DON'T BE A TWIT.

Follow me on Twitter!

www.twitter.com/tracingpatterns

and follow Hayley Williams too!

www.twitter.com/yelyahwilliams

_____________

I woke up at 1pm Aussie time today.

Thanks, mum and dad.

Hahaha, i slept at 1am anywayy,

was watching

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER

the whole damn night!

HEARTHEARTHEARTHEART.

such a brilliant show.

Hahaha awesome.

I'm sorry Ina, I should have watched it earlier!

I've been eating ham since i woke up.

Hahaha :D

YOUR HAND JUST TOUCHED MINE.

2009-06-06T19:37:00.003+08:00

HELLO FRIENDS.
I ARE BLOGGING AGAIN.
ABOUT MY DAY.
HEH HEH HEH HEH.
I woke up at 11am, aussie time.
I went to Brunetti's for breakfast
(this super awesome place for pastries and stuff)
and I went to clean up my sisters apartment :D
It was woah. it was super messy hahaha.
She didn't change her bedsheet,
so we had to do laundry and change the sheets.
We also had to help her take out the trash and stuffs.
We abandoned my sister cause she needed to study.
Then we made our way to victoria market.
HAHA I BOUGHT TWO SHIRTS THERE.
one shirt said
"I LOVE BOOBIES"
and the other was about chocolates.
I tried to look for a stall that sold band tshirts, but they didn't have any.
I bought an Evanescence shirt there before though.
Heh, it's pretty sad.
SO AFTER THAT.
I went for lunchie with my mummie at Ricebar (;
We had SWEET CORN SOUP. the best soup in the world.
and shared some beef hor fun.
AND AFTER AFTER THAT.
we went to this place called DFO
Duty Free Ooooosomething.
It's a factory outlet (;
which means all the branded goods are there,
all the "rejected" goods get sold at discounted and cheapened(notreally)
prices at Factory outlets.
SHOPSHOPSHOP.
but bought nothing much (:
did buy a few shirts here and there,
but no big purchases.

Yeah, that's pretty much the interesting part.
And my daddy and korkor finally joined us!
We just came back from dinner with them.
I need to pee really badly right now.
But i shall say this.
NORTHERN Melbourne has at least a thousand cases of SwineFlu,
and it usually infects children.
Now, I'm staying in a hotel on Lygon,
in CARLTON.
and that's pretty much Northern already.
So, I might be quarantined when I get back to Singapore.
);
7 days in solitary confinement.
COLD AND ALONE.
wish me luck friends.
Swine Flu is so sneezy.

double down under

2009-06-05T15:18:00.002+08:00

HELLO FROM AUSTRALIA.

so far,

i've shopped, ate and slept.

AND IT'S FREAKING FREEZING HERE.

but that beats the heat in Singapore baby!

BOOYEAH

heh, i've been eating wayy too much.

I NEED TO CONTROL DAMN IT.

urgh.

I'm staying in this service apartment on Lygon street.

My sister is staying with us now :D

she's so funny hahaha.

i missed her so much :D

oh em gee, ahe is talking to me right now.

Ashley smsed me yesterday,

she asked one simple question for a dollar.

"How much do drumsticks usually cost?"

heh.

I was pretty pissed cause I had to waste another dollar smsing her back.

gah.

sleepy.

going to eat dinner in about half an hour (:

AND I DIDNT GET MY THING,

I HAVEN'T GOTTEN IT.

I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET IT.

I BROUGHT TWO WHOLE PACKS OF WHISPER

BUT IT'S NOT COMING AT ALL.

IS MY EGGO PREGGO?

OMG SO SCARY.

I didn't sleep with anyone )':

i got that boom boom pow

2009-06-01T19:30:00.003+08:00

you gotta love Perez <3

you also gotta love Katy :D

__________

I GOT THEM BOOM BOOM POW,

THEM CHICKENS JACKIN' MY STYLE,

THEY TRY TO COVER MY SWAGGER

I'M ON THAT NEXT SHIT NOW.

BOOM BOOM POW BABY.

Today was FUN.

I went to Holland V with my mum,

TO GET MY MANIPEDI :D

THEN GUESS WHAT.
Fum went there to buy beads,
and she ended up having a manipedi too :D
hehehehehee
then after that,
we went subway, then we went Ger's house :D
WHERE WE MET SARA AND GER.
then we hung around.
and abit boring lah.
Went playground, walked Mookie.
went home :D
fun fun

you're so 2000 and late.

2009-05-29T20:47:00.004+08:00

I suppose I've used this picture before,
but i'm running out D:
hahaha.
I got my dear dear Joshua back today,
and I'm using him now! :D

OMG BOOM BOOM POW <3 :D

CIP was fun today :P
My mummy fetched us there
(omfum she has Ina's number O:)
and we had lunch with Esther Lee.
Then we went to tutoring the little peepos.
Tutored for half an hour,
then went to the playground with them (:
These two girls came up to us and said
"Jie Jie, can you play with us? :D"
So we did (:
Played like a whole lotta catching.
It was pretty screwed up,
cause whenever we catched them,
they'd attempt to catch us, give up, and continue to run away from us.
we were eternal catchers D:
And at one point, I was dodging under the slides and stuff,
and my hip collided with a stupid metal pillar,
and my hip became really numb and painful at the same time. D:
Oh wow, it hurt so bad. It's gonna leave a mark tmr. ):
But omfum, I lost count of how many times I catched them.
Ina gained herself a little minion who followed her everywhere,
and collected leaves for her.
She was sooo cute! :D
She tried to protect us during the games and was forever on our side hehe.
Then we played a few more games and went back to the centre.
Slacked for another hour,
played Connect Four :D
Then I went for dinner with my parents after we sent Ina home.

INA, WE'RE SUPER AWESOME.

Speaking of Nana, she's going to Canada tmr! (:
SAFE FLIGHT, DEAR.
HAVE FUN FUN FUN IN THE CANADIAN SUN. :D
DON'T FORGET TO GET ME SOME REESES BABY. :D
AHEHEHEHE.

I heart the holidays,
but I do not heart the tuition and the loneliness ):

Anyway, I'm gonna get a mani and pedi on monday! :D

cause I miss who we were

2009-05-28T15:25:00.004+08:00

banner credit to:
kecmie @ http://kecmimore.blogspot.com/
:D
____________
I'd like you to know,
even if you'll never ever read this,
that I'm not choosing a side.
I'm not going to risk any friendship of mine over a war that you two have begun
Right now, all I can do is be there for you,
and yes, for her too.
I don't care if you hate her,
or she hates you.
You're both my friends,
and I love you guys to bits.
It hurts me - no, it hurts everyone,
to see two friends hating each others guts.
If you expect me to stay away from her,
you'll just have to deal with disappointment.

But please, I implore you two.
Please stop this before it gets too far.

Perhaps it's simply too late for the relationship to be saved now.
The damage has been done.
And everyone takes the blow.

_______

Calm your nerves now
Don't worry, just breathe
Are you sure now?
Don't bother packing, let's just leave
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
Let's end this tragedy today

Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over

Lay down with me
Let me hold you, baby just breathe
This is ending
We will get through eventually
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
We'll end this tragedy today

Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over

Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
And did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over now

We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't, we won't

Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over

Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over

Take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy?
It's over, it's over, it's over now

We won't be a part of
We won't be a part of this
We won't be a part of
We won't, we won't

the same power

2009-05-26T17:38:00.002+08:00

please.
please
please, Lord.
save me.
save him.
I'm not sure why you assume I'm not realising the seriousness of it.
I am.
Truth be told, I'm scared.
I'm so very scared.
Do you think I want to stab my stomach with a fumming needle everyday?
I don't think I want that.
Please help me overcome this disease that invades my body.
I pray thee.

"The same power that conquered the grave lives in me"

mudderfudder

2009-05-24T14:31:00.003+08:00

hello!
GUESS WHAT.
I'M SLEEPY.
AND I PONNED SCHOOL ON FRIDAY.
AND MOTHERDAUGHTERDAY WAS YESTERDAY.
IT WAS FARNIE.
I SHALL TELL YOU ALL ABOUT MUDDERDOTTER DEY.
well,
i got up at 7.30
and i slept at 1am the previous night,
so as you can tell i was bushed.
i went to school before 8.30 and met Ina and a few peepo there.
HAHA, IT WAS FARNIE FARNIE FARNIE.
cause my mummy decided not to go,
but there were so many mummies there.
Ina's mummy didn't go either.
Esther Toh's mummy went, and boy, it was awkward :D
HAHA.
I was in group GOLDEN ORIOLES.
and Nana was in Nightingales.
Esther Toh and loads of other sec 2s were in Sunbirds.
Rachel Khoo was in my group! :D
and so was Grace and Dorothy :D
AND TWO MUMMIES.
AND MS TOH AND MS TOH'S MUMMY.
WOOHOO
:D
(i can't not smile)
it was quite fun lahh...
i followed Ina everywhere before the thing began,
mainly cause she was dragging me everywhere
and told me that she was never gonna let me go.
HAHAHA ROMANTIC RIGHT.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
i'm straight, just remember that.
ANYWAY.
people told us that we had to take picture,
but WE DIDN'T.
we did witness Esther Toh being dragged away to take a pic though.
by her mum.
And Ina decided to avoid everyone who brought their mums.
We were different groups, so we had to split anyway.
There were 4 stations, 3 groups each station.
Station 1 was Don't Forget The Lyrics.
pretty self-explanatory
Station 2 was DRILL WITH THE PARENTS.
mudders commanded.
like woah.
Station 3 was outdoor cooking
had instant noodles (:
Station 4 was Arts&Crafts.
I didn't give mine to my mum.

yeaaaaaaah it was ok i guess.
But I'm so happy I didn't bring my mum.
ALTHOUGH I STILL LOVE YOU MUMMY.

there's school tmr :O
OH EM GEEE

what's my offence this time?

2009-05-21T20:59:00.002+08:00

you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life.
______________

I am so exhausted.
Like REALLY REALLY EXHAUSTED.
I suppose I've felt this tired before,
but I dunno, maybe I haven't.
I just feel very headachy, and bodyachy.
I don't think I've got a fever.
It's just exhaustion.
Thank you, GEEBEE&PCcomm :D
HAHAHA, I'M OFFICIALLY TIRED TO DEATH.

My neck is aching now.
I think there's something wrong with my back.
I almost collapsed at the tuition table.
No, really.
I could tell that my tutor could tell that i was gonna sleep already.
heh.
my limbs are aching too.
I'm feeling cold.
I need to bathe.
I need to sleep.
I need to sleep alot alot.
I'm not going for CIP tmr, cause Ina ain't going.
Mother-daughter day on sat ):
TARA, I NEED TO CHANGE TIMING.
I need to rest.
I want to finish my book.
YOU SHOULD ALL READ "NINETEEN MINUTES" BY JODI PICOULT.
IT'S SO SAD ):
i go bathe.
Oh, and I need to pass up my gb forms ):

HEY MISS SOBRIETY,
DO YOU REMEMBER ME,
OR HOW TO SAY MY NAME?

this could be a case for Mulder&Scully

2009-05-19T22:45:00.002+08:00

Paramore@TheRescue
Orange County
Josh leaned over and kissed her cheek!
NONO I'M KIDDING.
He leaned over and whispered into her ear. (:
Such a cute moment
______

I'm OK with my results.
I suppose I could've really done better for a few subs.
We had Maths ct
I panicked for the last question.
I pretty much failed it now.
Sigh.
The tears came again.
I officially can't stand maths.
I hate blanking out during exams.
i hate how after so much revision,
i just blank out and forget everything.
It didn't help much that Mrs Chan freaked me out by saying that there was a few more seconds left when there was at least 10minutes left.
I tell you, my heart almost stopped.
After school, we had to go through our science papers.
damn boring.
but I'm kind happy and satisfied with my marks.
(:
I'M SMARTER THAN FUM WOOHOO!

there is girl who haunts that lighthouse

2009-05-18T18:43:00.002+08:00

DARLING, YOU'VE GOT TO LET ME KNOW,
SHOULD I STAY OR SHOULD I GO?

SCHOOL WAS SLACK SHIT.
ONLY FOUR DIFFERENT PERIODS.
LA
PE
MT
HE
OMG I LOVE MONDAYS NOW! (;

GUITARA HERO & ROCKO BANDA
WITH INANA AND FUM.
They are officially my RockBand buds :D
took forever for Ina to make up her mind whether she wanted to come...
HAHAHA IT WAS REALLY FUN.
We started with guitar hero,
and skipped loads of songs,
cause Fum either failed drums, or Ina didn't know how to sing.
Then we switched to Rock Band after a while.
:D
Fum failed alot alot
(mostly cause we - me and nana - saboed her:D)
we changed the difficulty to expert when she sang,
and made her sing a really awesome GERMAN song! :D
Poor Fum hehee.
played alot of rock band.
I only failed once though, and it was in singing.
The song was really hard ):
Hahaha, other than that, i suppose we had loads of fun.
Caught at least 20minutes of dear dear Avatar.
I taught Ina and Fum how to play drums before they left.
I HOPE THEY LIKE JACK <3
:D
(Guys, we have to make one day an official Rock Band day)

I'm still in my school uniform haha,
i shall go eat dinner now. (:
byebye.

Lord, my soul cries out

2009-05-15T21:26:00.003+08:00

In the pain, there is healing.
In due time, all wounds will heal.
We will never forget,
yet one day,
we will look back
and smile at the peace and serenity that surrounds her.
_______

Pretty slack day,
as was every other day for the past week.
And well, there have been a lot of absent science teachers.
and i've had science for the past few days.
Not much learning going on heh.
CIP today was slack.
Super slack.
Super duper duper slack.
We had to play BINGO with the kids!
HAHAHAHA
Ina called out the numbers,
and I wrote them on the board.
Then this girl challenged a boy to Reversi.
And we were watching them, cause no one had homework to do.
The girl let Ina take over,
and she won HAHAHA.
(The boy was winning for a while)
then I played against ina.
And omg first time, and I WON :D
Or.. not.
We couldn't be bothered to count hehehe.
Now we're playing it on MSN.
Reversi is scary.
So is Jigsaw Too.
Omg I just got thrashed in Minesweeper Flags.
And my MSN is crashing.
whoopee.
Sorry nana, no games for now ):

had i known how to save a life

2009-05-13T21:06:00.003+08:00

Tears, they won't stop coming.

Our bio teacher was the only teacher who had enough guts to begin teaching again.
I barely paid any attention to her.
The highlight of my day was the playground during recess,
lunch with Lynette, Agnes, Tabitha and Cara
and guitar hero with Lynette, Agnes and Tabitha.
You guys really cheered me up.
it was such a mix of emotions,
from crying my eyes out in school,
to laughing my guts out during lunch,
well, my eyes are aching.
so, goodnight yo.

somewhere along in the bitterness

2009-05-12T20:14:00.006+08:00

Dear Lord,
I pray that You take her in Your hands, Lord.
Protect her
Keep her safe within the mighty gates of Your kingdom.
Bring peace to her heart, Lord.
In Your most holy and precious name, I pray.
Amen.
_______

I may not know her well, or.. at all,
but I consider her a friend.

HAPPYBIRTHDAYGERRRR

2009-05-11T17:19:00.003+08:00

DEAR GERALDINE TAN.
I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY,
YOU'RE OLD NOW.
SO YOU MUST TREASURE LIFE.
YOU'RE AN AWESOME FRIEND
AND I'M SO LUCKY TO KNOW YOU
HEH HEH HEH HEH
AH-HUA AH-HUA AH-HUA
HAH HAH HAH HAH
CAMERAS
KOREAN BOYTOYS
MATT LONG
I WANT MY LIMAAA BEAAANNSSS
HEH
IM VEH HAPPEE 4 U DAARLINGGG.
HAVE A HAPPY DAY!

oh and good luck for HIS-STORY AND
MUDDER TUNG TMR

agnese gonxhe bojaxhiu

2009-05-08T23:18:00.004+08:00

UNDERLINED RED PART.
EPIX
JOSH PRIDE BABEH
_________
SAY BYEBYE TO..
LIT
GEOG
ENGLISH
CHEM
LIFE SCIENCE.
YAYAYAY.
But they are going to be failures when they come back.
heck the stupid vow not to blog.
heh. I'm so bored that I HAVE to blog.
I'm looking everywhere for paramore GIFs,
and I found this LJ community full of it! :D
MY FINDINGS, GO FIND IT YOURSELF! (;
I got such pretty icons now <3
AND THEY'RE GIFS.
which means, they're animated.
LIKE HARRY POTTER'S PICTURES! :D
So kewl.
And today in school, we found out that Shiying fell into a drain.
OMFUM DAMN FUNNY LAH.
we went to see the drain
(AND SAW THE PLAYGROUND IN THE PROCESS)
the drain. was. tiny.
AND SHE SAID SHE TRIED TO JUMP OVER IT
BUT SHE JUMPED INTO IT.
HAHAHAHHAAHHAHA
G+B went for recess together,
and we decided to spend the last 10minutes at the playground.
we never went there before. so we did.
and like.. we walked and walked,
when we see this purple bar.
Majority of us screamed and ran towards it in excitement (me included)
and we went crazy. Absolutely crazy.
I went on a spinny thing, and I started screaming and screaming.
HAHAHAHA MRS TAY SCOLDED ME.
HAHAHAAHAH FROM THE SECOND FLOOR SOMEMORE.
THE POOR PRIMARY KIDS WERE HAVING EXAMS.
XD OMG DAMN FUN LAH.
we have to go there every recess. (:

Mas Selamat has been caught.
the global economic crisis may be ending soon.
the swine pandemic has gone down one level of crisis.
THE LORD IS ANSWERING OUR PRAYERS! :D

I'm waiting for my mama to go sleep, so i can munch on my rollercoaster snacks. :D bye ya'll.

hullo, coraline

2009-05-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

Coraline is LOVE.

I read the book in one day!

Doe it count if it was really short though?

I just studied geog.

And I've made a vow not to blog till exams end,

so this will be my last post till 13th may.

Must mug mug mug mug.

I should buy a mug that says "MUG" on it.

Mugger means thief in England.

We're all thieves.

Chem was ok...

LS was shite.

Let's see how Geog and English fare eh?

I must watch Coraline after exams.

Online oso can.

Buhbye

one armed scissor

2009-05-03T19:33:00.002+08:00

oh joshua,
turn around!
:D
_______
I am doing my LA song explanation.
Ok, not really doing it anymore.
I was doing it like 2 hours ago.
And then facebook came into the picture.
And I called Tabitha.
So well, you should know what happens next...
I'm so tired of exams.
I hate the studying, the practice, the tuition, the nagging,
THE FACT THAT I DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.
Argh, now my keyboard is failing me.
My eyes are hurting too ):
I DON'T WANNA GO SCHOOL
D:
my parents are coming home tonight.
I need to study later.
I'm watching X-Men3
I'm cuddling my dearest Octi
(who smelt like Ina for a long time, omg)
I need to pee, but my brother is in the toilet.
My phone is at 1% battery.
The highlight of my day was church, small groups.
Everyone laughed like there was no tmr.
The mutant, Angel, is like so hot. :D
my brother just went out to study.
he's got exam tmr.
poor thing.
I go finish my bloody presentation.

i'm runnin' after you

2009-05-01T21:03:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA WALL E.
My apologies friends, as I haven't blogged for two days.
I'm supposed to blog every alternate day, remember?
yeah, well, blogging now :P
I'm sitting in my living room,
my parents are in Cheena,
my brother is using the main comp,
while I'm stuck on his crappy laptop.
Heh
Today, I went for lunch with my Yee Yee (mum's jie)
and I was supposed to go meet Ina at National Library to study.
But guess what!
IT WAS CLOOSSSEEEDDDD.
so we picked Ina up from City Hall and went home haha.
SOOO
we just sat on the floor and did geog.
HAHA, WE COULDN'T CONCENTRATE FOR NUTS.
then we just started listening to music
(while doing ABIT of homework and studying)
and we sanggg alonngggg
then my auntie fetched her home (:
It went better on wednesday when we went poly.
Hahaha, I FINALLY MANAGED TO UNDERSTAND LS.
:D
YAY ME
I'm trying to decide on a band name.
Cause Ina told me Try For Death was stupid, and suggested Trial For Death.
but my sister doesnt like it.
So right now,
we've gott....
~
Acute Addiction
Spunk Random
Desperation Fury
Incendiary
We The Homos (HAHA)
Chasing The Night
The Fummers (WOOHOO :D)
Blunt Fury
Days Fading
Sweet Insanity

~
I think my sister is getting irritated with me :D
I'm spamming her with band names hahaha.
Oh, I'm sleepy.
OMFUM IT'S 10 OCLOCK SHITEE.
I haven't bathed yet.
I should go bathe
But I'd like to research on band names :D
Hahaha bye everybody.
BE CAREFUL OF SWINE FLU.
IT'S LIKE THE SPANISH INFLUENZA,
AND ALL OF US HAVE NO CARLISLE CULLEN TO SAVE US.
HEH.
GO COLETTE!
TWILIGHT SUCKS ASS.
I voted Jeanne though (:

you don't deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you

2009-04-28T21:43:00.004+08:00

I've waited,
and He's answered.
I'm so grateful to Him for that.
And this victory belongs to You, Almighty Lord,
as You have helped me overcome so much.
Thank You, Lord.

"Saviour, worthy of honour and glory,
worthy of all our praise, for You overcame.
Jesus, awesome in power forever,
awesome and great is Your name,
You overcame"

My keyboard is failing me.
Haha, nothing much happened today.
Ms Cheng didn't come in for History, that was weird.
Habi yesterday, was funny and cute :D
SHE ACCEPTED YI SHENG.
SO HAPPY EH :D
And there was a new dog!
Her/his name is unclear.
it's either Allison or Edison.
But he/she's a mini Habi!
Oh man, 2i was squealing! :D
(Including me, heh)
I'm supposed to be studying right now,
but who actually gives a damn right?
I'm going to poly tmr :D
I'VE BEEN PROMOTED TO PROFESSOR OF CHEMISTRY.
:D
Since I'm a chemistry genius, of course (;
(Fum's words, not mine)
Anyway, I've been rubbing my eyes since 3.30 when tuition started.
Probably swollen already.
That's the fourth time in the past two months.
Speaking of eyes,
I got specs yesterday!
They look exactly like my old pair, apart from the different colour.
:D
SO PRETTY I LOVE IT.
Winnie is such a great masseuse (sp?)
she gave me like, the best massage I ever got in my life.
And a head massage too.
That girl has bionic fingers.
I'm happy.
Cause I just found out that there's a Paramore song on the new album, where Hayley and Josh sing back and forth. Taylor's gonna play alot more lead guitar, cause JOSH HAS ALOT OF SINGING PARTS! JOSHUA FARRO'S SINGING VOICE. IS. SO. SEXY.
Have you heard his singing voice?
Go listen to Franklin!

happy birthday

2009-04-26T20:01:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
I feel neither older, wiser or more mature.
I had an uneventful birthday,
but thanks to those who wished me! :D
I shall name the people in order of wishing!

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH
<3 <3 <3
Tiffany Soh :D
JieJie :D
Rachel Lee :D
Geraldine Tan :D
Dahlia Yauwan :D
Kor Kor :D
Ashley Lim :D
Geraldine Liau :D
Ina Lin :D
Rachel Yap :D
Ashley Lim :)
Tabitha Teo :D
Mummy&Daddy :D
Marissa Fum :D
Sara Sim :D
Agnes HUNNYBUNZZZSZXXZZ :D
Esther Lee :D
Gen Tan :D
Jean Iau :D
Rachel Something!
(I dunno your surname BUT YOU'RE FROM WesleyYM) :D
Tara Tan :D
Ashley Lim :|
Tiffany Soh :D
Ms Limmie :D
Jolyn Angkawidjaja :D
[EDIT]
Aqilah :D
Chantal Liu :D
Valerie Ong! :D
Angeline HAHAHA :D
Anne Lim :D
Lara Oh :D
Tanya :D
Constance Neo :D

<3 <3 <3
You guys are awesome!
Hahaha, brightened up my day when I read your messages.
Ahem.. SOME OF THEM. COUGHCOUGH. HAHAHA
Presents!
I LOVE YOU GERTAN AND TABITHA FOR YOUR AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL
AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING AND STUNNING AND INCREDIBLE PRESENTS! :D

I went shopping today.
WOAH RIGHT :D
I bought some pretty shorts,
and very pretty blouses.
Yay! :D

i'm in too deep

2009-04-24T22:01:00.002+08:00

I'm sick and tired, of being sick and tired;

Hey ya'll, it's a Friday night.
I'm sitting at my computer, which has been moved out my family room.
To make way for...
(drumroll please)
MY DRUM SET.
WOOHOOOHOOOO :D
Oh brb, need to inject my finger.
Mutilate it with a needle.
Yes, didn't you know?
I'm taking drugs.
And ironically, I just finished reading Pastor Glenn's book.
It's an awesome book :D
Now I'm about to read The Heavenly Man.
Then after, I'll read Coraline.
I hate MrsH, how could she just flash the piece of paper like that?
Hasn't she heard of personal privacy?
Now most people know I have It.
My mood just got lifted <3
HAHAHAHA BY MY HILARIOUS JUNIOR.
THE MOST HILARIOUS EVER.

SHE JUST ASKED ME WHY CONDOMS HAVE FLAVOUR.
OH MY FUM,
GOODBYE WORLD.

is it typical for us to end like this?

2009-04-22T22:57:00.004+08:00

I'm not gonna act like the last post was just a moment of angst.
It was more than angst.
It was grief, anger, hysteria.
I'm losing one of my closest friends,
I nearly lost one,
and well, let's face it, my health is failing.
No, not a terminal illness, but it might as well be.
I hate what's happening.
So much.
It's like being hit with one big blow in the eye.
And my eye is currently swelling, like it does every month.
I've been banned from CIP till my exams finish.
I feel so guilty cause I'm the one preventing Ina from getting her CIP hours.
I thought I could trust my tutor,
but I guess not.
I'm now having a migraine.
We had our self defence test today.
I got hit in my crotch by dearest Theo.
Ouchie.
I think we passed.
But it was after,
when Ms Chong told us her story.
It was so sad, I thought she was gonna cry.
I think it's pretty personal, so I won't tell it here.

it's hard to see the pain behind the mask;

I wait upon You, Lord

2009-04-20T19:05:00.004+08:00

She leaves the classroom and retrieves her valuables from the locker that she shares with a friend. After all, the locker rentals are incredibly overpriced. Too overpriced, in fact, for her to even consider renting it by herself. She begins to walk down the stairs alone, as she does every day. Today, she would be going for a doctors appointment at Alexandra Hospital. She prefers not to reveal the reason behind it, a very personal thing indeed.

She waits in the concourse for her mother to come pick her up. Her friends greet her with a hello and walk by, some of them ignore her completely. She feels the sting of rejection, but she's used to being ignored by her closest friends. Oh, the joys of friendship. She eventually settles into playing TapTapRevenge2 on her iPod Touch with her bud, Sara, but their game is cut short when she spots her mother's car.

Arriving at Alexandra Hospital, she proceeds to get her finger pricked and blood tested for her sugar level. She waits and waits and waits for results, and is called into the nurse's room. It's time. She is greeted with horrible news. Her sugar is still sky high. Even higher than before. She is puzzled and dejected. She had tried so hard. She curses herself in her head. "Why is it so high?", "I exercised and I cut down on my sugary stuff!" She suspects it was her flu that affected the reading. Yes, of course, it was the flu. The nurse isn't convinced though, and increases her medication. A new medicine for her overworked liver. Hello, liver failure! You're early in this life... Her mother desperately tries to explain that it was the flu that made the readings inaccurate, and also, the flu prevented her from exercising as much as she had wanted to. The nurse remains unconvinced.

She leaves the hospital feeling as depressed as ever. Her mother had already long given up on her condition. She smses Fum, who tells her that everything'll be fine, and that God is there for her. She believes her. She believes Him. She will wait for Him to make everything better. She turns on her iPod, and decides to listen to You'll Come by Hillsong. She smiles at the fact that the song is speaking to her. "I have decided, I have resolved, to wait upon You, Lord."

And that's just what she'll do.

isn't someone missing?

2009-04-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

with hair as black as night, her skin a dead pearly white;

It's my 200th post.
Like whoaaaa.
Too bad it isn't gonna be a happy post.
Would anyone like to guess my planned schedule for the coming week?
I'll tell you right now
D:
Monday: Doctor's Appointment & Drum Buyage
Tuesday: Cancelled Chinese Tuition (took me forever to change dates) and GB drum worship practice.
Wednesday: GB heh.
Thursday: Eye appointment, have yet to cancel chem tuition.
Friday: Rescheduled Chinese tuition (unconfirmed, but hopefully can make it on saturday, cause I have CIP. And I think Na will kill me if I don't go)
Saturday: Drums and possible rescheduled chinese tuition
What a fucking great week, isn't it?
And it's brilliant that all my tuition days are disrupted by all the stupid appointments and shit.
Might as well kill me now..
That'll be so much easier.
No need to spend anymore money on the appointments.
And save money by not buying drums.
I considered everything.
Then I remembered the beginning of this year.
When I first went to COOS.
The Lord spoke to me through the songs.
Overcome by Desperation Band.
He brought me through my darkest period of this year
with the help of that particular song..
Lighter note, had a very tiring CIP day.
woke up super early, met fum at Jacob Ballas (Ball less) Children's Garden. (10am)
Did our first hour, spent half an hour waiting for people to approach us for the tour,
and spent the other half guiding two JC girls.
They were trying to do their own CIP.
Heh.
Bussed back to Fum's house.
Lazed around
went haato
went back to JBCG for second shift at 5pm.
Gave a tour to this Caucasian family.
The guy was super cute hahaha
he was giving us the feedback
then he started reading out the questions.
Like "The guides were clear in their explanation" or something like that,
then he'll be like "disagree" and smile at us.
Turns out everything was ticked with strongly agree.
His wife was really nice too.
So Fum and I got super alot of good feedback
yeaaaahh
that's about it.
______
you've totally proven me wrong today.
All the more reason to be ignoring you,
since you won't even care to talk to me nicely.
What an awesome friend you are.
It just proves how much I matter to you;
I don't.
So much for being a friend, Iguana.
Try to figure out your bloody codename.
Well, guess what, your letters are in it.

lost and insecure, you found me

2009-04-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

Would anyone realise, I lived a lie;

I am accustomed to blog every alternate day,
so I shall blog today and maybe for yesterday.
I had my five items pft test today.
I've never did so badly for pft before, heh.
So sadddddd
my standing broad jump was awful.
sit and reach was a joke.
sit ups, omg fum actually beat me.
pullups, ok not too bad, but did more last year.
shuttle run was screwed up,
we were supposed to have two tries for it,
but Mrs Chitra didn't give it to us.
I wanted to retry cause I slipped up the block in my hand,
and it delayed me for at least one second.
I could've gotten at least 10 seconds, but I got 11+
damn pft, gah.
freakin' ruined my day.
After the whole thing,
went home,
went to Ger Liau's!
Sara was there hahaha,
we just sat there.
Sara loved my itouch,
I was doing my chem tuition homework,
and Ger was eating while watching some chinese show.
Hahahaha
So fun :D
it kinda cheered me up alot.
Oh and The Princess Bride is awesome,
LOVE WESTLEY :D
And The Rock is really cool.
I like him in The Game Plan.
Sleep time.
drums tmr.
I'm playing What I've Done by Linkin Park! :D

frankly, you're not worth it anymore

2009-04-15T16:20:00.003+08:00

Hey man, you know, what's up, too slow.
Feels like I'm staring at the sun.
You get high, you get low, don't let your ego
I've been staring at the sun, staring at the sun
_______

I was gonna blog yesterday,
but the comp crashed once again.
Then the internet went whack.
Then I just couldn't be bothered and I went to sleep.
Heh.
Some very interesting things happened yesterday.
One.
I fell,
while going up the stairs.
Lara describes it as..
this BOOM BOOM BOOM sound.
Hahaha.
It really was though.
I finally found out why I fell.
My shoes. gosh, they were humongous.
And my legs were aching so badly that it hurt to lift them.
So I guess I didn't lift them high enough,
and it just got stuck on a step..
and you know what happens next.
it hurt quite alot.
HAHA.
my legs aren't painful anymore.
they're excruciatingly painful.
I can't walk at all, and a simple slap on the thigh hurts like hell
UGH D:
Today was so gloomy and stressful =\
We had two freaking tests.
Geog and History.
Like wth.
And then it started to rain, and it was so coldddd.
):
Such a sad day.
And it was chinese filled too,
cause of the stupid chinese speech competition.
gtg, mum's got some viewing thingy.
argh.
i really wanted to sleep.
______
it's happening again.
What's to become of our friendship?
Every conversation we have ends in conflict.
It's getting so hard to talk to you.
Which is why I don't anymore.

and it never fails to end in conflict

2009-04-12T16:45:00.003+08:00

it's all about the wordplay;
[JasonMraz]

12/4/09
HEEEEYYYYYYYYYOOOOO
WASSUP YOO
HAPPY EASTER, PEOPLE!
Jesus died on the cross for our sins on this day,
and we should forget all the bunnies and the stupid chocolate eggs,
and focus on the real meaning of Easter.
:D
Well, yesterday was enrolment service
It was actually pretty fun.
Hahaha, parade was kinda cool and all.
Haven't participated in a parade since P6.
Mrs Yee came back! (:
The sec 2s made a video with testimonials from everyone for her
(which I don't remember mine being written, but it was up anyway)
and we (they: Christelle, Siyue, EstherMak? i think) made a card of messages!
Mrs Tay was so cute haha with her intro of mrs yee.
Oh and Ms Yang was chosen by Mrs Yee?
Bad choice ):

OH AND
HAPPY [BELATED] BIRTHDAY
DEAREST SARA SIM :D
(you'll never read this, but..)
I LOVE YOU DEAR :D
________

13/4
I keep a sinister smile and a hole in my heart;
[BoysLikeGirls]

Well, my comp crashed yesterday,
and I couldn't turn it on again till after dinner.
Heh.
couldn't be bothered to blog after that.
Today was the dreaded 2.4km run.
And like. woah. my legs are so painful now ):
We started off pretty smooth.
I was in first place cause I sprinted off.
Then like the third round, i began to slow down.
4-6 slowed down even more, walked quite alot.
7 - 8 died, walked, and jogged slowly.
All in all, I managed to get 4th position out of 17 peeps,
with a timing of 15minutes.
I jumped two spots, WHOA :D
and I improved by one minute!
After I finished, I almost fainted.
I felt so drained, and my head was on fire.
I almost collapsed and I couldn't walk properly eh ):
LEGS WERE SO DAMN NUMB.
Thanks Phoebe and Tabitha who helped me :D
I'm 70% convinced that I currently have a fever.
And I tightened my braces today.
Double pain, eh D:
Oh and chapel was the follow up on DJW.
WE GOT PASTOR GLENN AGAIN! :D
I WAS SO HAPPY
HAHAHA
(and so was GerT :D)
Oh oh, he was telling us such a scary story ):
about his dog!
He tried to nailclipper his dog's nails.
And well, let's just say he cut more than the nail.
Much more than the nail.
AND I HAVE TO GO!
BYEBYE
P.S. I'm pissy at you.

I will hold on to this hope that I have

2009-04-10T15:13:00.004+08:00

I just successfully killed my own birthday.
I'm not gonna receive anything from my parents.
Cause I didn't wake up this morning.
Ugh.
I was awoken at 10am this morning by my dad telling me that they wanted to go and select my acoustic drum set at Yamaha. I told him that it was my only day to sleep and that I really needed sleep. At least 12 hours of it. I slept at 1 last night, so I wanted to sleep till 1, and I went back to sleep. So, like, at 12 something, I woke up. And my dad started telling me how disappointed he was in me, that i kept them waiting and everything. I was thinking.. you didn't even tell me I had to go with you, I thought you got the hint that i didn't want to go when I went back to sleep. So they left the house, but not before making it super obvious that I "take them for granted" and they weren't going to get me my drum set anymore. I'm probably gonna get grounded/killed later when they get home.
I don't even like yamaha, my drum teacher already gave me his friend's contact. His friend sells some really awesome drums, with cymbals as good as Zildjian, and cheaper too.
Heh goodbye world.

_________
"hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black"
Evanescence - My Last Breath

screaming hallelujah

2009-04-08T20:22:00.002+08:00

I'M HAPPY (and tired)
but I'm so very happy for my dear Geraldine Tan.
(>http://nostalgiaavenue.blogspot.com<)
She experienced the Lord today,
and I'm so very happy for her.
It really reminds me of my experience when I experienced Him.
Uh you can go find it if you want.
It's in Feb 2009 archive.
Find the post entitled "i want to hold the hand that holds the world"
It was DJW this week.
(Discover Jesus Week)
and I've never enjoyed it so much.
The worship, the message, it was kinda powerful for me.
The speaker, Pastor Glenn was a youth pastor at COOS,
and he's awesome! :D
He was such an engaging speaker, I never fell asleep once!
To tell you the truth, before i started going to church,
I never thought of worship as more than a singing session,
and I wouldn't even care to sing.
But my experience at COOS, and going to church and everything,
I've begun to see what each worship session holds,
and I've begun to actually listen to the messages.
I just finished reading "Escape To Morning",
a really awesome Christian/Romance/Action fiction.
It was pretty inspiring,
It said that if you wanted to change,
you have to take the step forward,
and day by day, God will guide you toward change.
He will change you into the person He wants you to be.
(:
Some things happened in school today:
Changed places again - finally sitting near Fum.
& Agnes, Lara, Melanie, Melisa, Winnie.
and they expect us not to talk?
I miss my door ):
People went for Tennis to support - Khee competed,
I couldn't go, cause had GB. SO GUAI RIGHT.
But yeah, they got dismissed at 1pm,
so we slacked for an hour.
The International Friendship day was a joke.
Boringggggggg
GB was so tiring.
Stood in the blazing sun for 10 mins
Enrolment service parade.
I can say that my boots overheated.
So did everyone else's
I should go sleep soon.
Too tired to stay up, eh.

i'll follow you into the dark

2009-04-05T15:42:00.004+08:00

Wife, and step kid/lover
HAHAHAHA
oh heyo.
I've been putting off blogging for a while.
Well, Saturday was Inana's b'day bash!
:D
It was actually really fun hahaha
especially the last hour where we all just laid down on the bed.
And Jan gave me such an awesome foot massage.
It's Ina's birthday today!
AND JOJO'S TOO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY INANA AND JOJO
i'm currently writing my stupid oral presentation thingy,
and I've chosen to do it all by myself.
My partners are Fum and Rachel Yap,
but yeah, I'd rather do it by myself.
Plus, my brother is a freaking Hitler pro.
Yes, we're doing our presentation on Hitler.
WOAH RIGHT
Hahaha,
today was pretty slack in school.
Filled with freaking awkwardness now.
(:
HAHAHA
I kinda like it.
Except I feel the awkwardness.
OK OMG I NEED TO DO THE SHITTY ORAL THINGY.
ARGH I'M LIKE ONLY AT THE INTRO

you must be worth a trillion bucks

2009-04-03T23:10:00.005+08:00

i had fun today.

School sucked as always,

and Agnes was trying to figure out this riddle.

I can't get it at all ):

Hahaha,

uhm.

What else?

i don't really remember, actually.

I remember getting super hungry during geog/chem/ss.

but gosh, i must be really tired,

cause i honestly cannot recall anything.

I remember CIP though.

We left like half an hour earlier

cause we were about to crash at the table,

and my tutee was about to leave.

Bus-sed

walked to Fum's house.

Ger Tan was already there,

so we just started making the cake.

(Cake for Nana's party tmr! :D)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEARRRR INANA (:

HAVE A HAPPY FOURTEENTH YEAR OF LIFE

(and many more to come!)

hahahaha so fun

had dindin at haato,

didn't have icecream though.

and now i'm finding album artwork for my ipod.

cause it's so naked without artwork.

But like,

i'm retarded at it,

and i'm probably not doing it correctly or something.

So, I'd appreciate any help.

I'm copy and pasting pictures into the artwork section.

HELP ME

goodnight

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DDDDAAAAAYYYAYAYAYAYYYYYYYY

2009-04-01T19:11:00.004+08:00

HAHAHAHA

i dunno if I posted this pic before,

but <3

APRIL FOOOLS BABEH :D

it sucked.

Classes were supposed to switch classes with each other

and like prank the teachers that way.
Ms Cheng was sick and History was slack,

but we couldn't switch with 2M, cause their laoshi was already inside.

Lanie and Lisa tried to sneak in,

but the teacher saw them HAHAHA.

Anyway,

Had a very awkward recess.

I dunno lah,

no one was talking and it was so quiet,

everyone just stared at their food and looked away.

I hated it

I couldn't take it

I just left the table with Fum,

recess was ending anyway.

Nothing else happened till Speech.

We were in the library and we managed to find Teo Lee Lee's wedding pic.

OMG SHE WAS SO YOUNG

and she was super pretty!(:

Then Ms Yang didn't murder me when I told her I couldn't go for GB.

Then we had assembly,

the woman was some forceful boring person who presented her stuff with sound effects.

It was awful.

Boring, awful and noisy,

cause well, she was screaming into the mic a few times.

I was so annoyed.

Like really really annoyed.

Oh and I look like some stupid nerdy fat fugly piece of manshit in my ezlink.

No one

NO. ONE. CAN. SEE. IT.

EVER

you only get what you give

2009-03-31T17:23:00.002+08:00

"She's just a little girl,

she knows nothing of this little game we like to play"

________

I AM SO DAMN TIRED

actually, when am I not?

But today is extraaa ):

Had home econs practical exam in the morning.

But that's not the sad part.

When I got to school,

I decided to be a genius and go to the HE room straight.

I was carrying a shitload of HE junk

so I really really didn't wanna climb four levels with that.

So I was cool and set up all my stuff,

then it was 7.15 and I realised I hadn't lockered my phone and touch.

So I ran like the wind up the stairs,

and went back downstairs after grabbing my apron and crap.

THEN, the best part,

I was late for assembly

(DON'T BOOK ME, PREFECTS, I BEG YOU)

I ran ran ran and almost made it to 2i,

but I had to stop in between 2o and 2m

then I decided to stand out in the open

HAHAHA

just stand there

but a hand forced me into a class

and I found myself standing behind Cloudeea.

I was already sweating like crap

and being the sick kid that I was,

that ain't supposed to be good.

So after that, I just went back to my class

(minus the stares of the 2O peeps)

and omg, almost fainted lah.

Headache came on,

sweating increased.

And yada yada,

went back to class

LA was super slack

then went for HE.

Prepared my egg,

it took soooo long to cook lah.

I decided to start on my banana fritters while the egg cooked

then when it finally sizzled,

I cut my cucumber,

and started to deep fry my chicken wings.

6 wings.

And yeah, fried the damn bananas.

it was good?

supposedly?

I didn't try it.

Then went back to class,

nothing significant happened from there.

Not going for GB tmr,

I don't think I'll be able to do my SelfDef classes without bursting into spasms of coughs

Goodnight!(:

geek is the colour for fall

2009-03-30T16:24:00.004+08:00

Karen: I can't go out...

(fakes cough)

I'm sick

Regina: Boo, you whore!

______

I really am sick ):

I started off with a fever on Saturday

then it evolved into a fever and cough

then the fever died and was reborn into a flu.

And the fever came back =\

So now I have a cough, fever and cold.

It sucks

but I missed school today.

that ain't very good cause I was hoping to clarify some stuff for HE.

HOME ECONS IS A CRAPLOAD OF RUBBISH.

I HATE ITTT

i'm cooking Nasi Lemak and making BANANA FRITTERS WITH ICECREAM!

While Michelle is cooking the appetizer (Fried rice on Keropok)

and making the drink (Milo Dinosaur)

I'm bringing my whole kitchen with me,

so gangway!

Anyhoo,

I'd like to share this testimony by Fum's close friend, Lincoln.

he was diagnosed with a heart condition since he was young,

and well, something amazing happened..

and read it for yourself!

http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=150223470692&ref=mf#

this proves that the Lord can work miracles.

Amen!

Bye now

we could walk along the edge again

2009-03-28T21:59:00.003+08:00

DID YOU TURN OUT THE LIGHTS?

Earth hour baby!

I did!

Well, apparently, you can't blog on an itouch.

So, when I was on my touch during the whole hour,

I tried to blog and yeah,

i couldn't.

So I sat on my bed in darkness,

perspiring like crazy and taptaping awayy. :D

TAPTAPREVENGE <3

I cooked my HE dish today,

making Nasi Lemak.

I'm bringing ALOT ALOT of things to school lah

And I'm facebooking now.

And LIKE WOAH, talking to ******!

I was nice and talked (:

AND HAHAHAHA

she asked me what it was like to kiss a girl.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA

for you, I'd swim through the rivers of time

2009-03-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

Sleep.

It sucks.

It controls EVERYTHING in your life damn.

And I just finished a very emotional crying session,

while watching Brother Bear 2.

It's so sweet yet sad ):

I CRIEDD LIKE CRAP.

and my eyes are all sty-ey and gross ):

I shall go sleep now.

I leave everyone with a nice quote from Mean Girls!

Coach Carr:

"At your age, you're going to have a lot of urges. You're going to want to take off your clothes, and touch each other. But if you do touch each other, you *will* get chlamydia... and die."

you'll come, let your glory fall as you respond to us.

2009-03-25T21:18:00.004+08:00

I'M SO DAMN SLEEPY

OMG

I NEARLY FELL ASLEEP DURING DRILL

DRILL

ACTIVE MARCHING + FALLING ASLEEP

= NOT VERY COMPATIBLE

Yeahhh

and Self defence was entertaining?

In a very very gross way.

We had to straddle each other and flip each other.

Mr Teo fractured his hand,

so he brought his lovely assistant.

HAHAHAHA

It's a guy from Kapap as well.

He was abused like crap, but i think he was cute (:

Actually I dunno,

I don't remember his face anymore.

He took alot of pictures of all of us.

PERV.

So I had to straddle dear Theo

I couldn't put all my weight on her HAHAHA

Crushed her leg when she flipped me.

Sorry, Theo! ):

I looked like a lion with my stupid messy hair.

Well, the sty on my eye is growing bigger

and I should go sleep

I got 71% for my overall! :D

Jesus, we're living for your name.

2009-03-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

I am

so so so so so so so so so

sleepy.

And I have no inspiration to write anymore ):

If I wrote now with my mood,

I'd make Hayley die and Josh kill himself.

CAUSE I'M SO DARN BORED AND SLEEPY.

And.. well, I'm just gonna say this.

I feel really lonely.

I don't know why.

I have amazing friends,

but I feel so empty.

I just don't feel like talking to anyone,

yet I feel an urge to talk to people.

And there's no one to talk to.

I successfully pissed someone off, and she's now in a bad mood.

I have no idea how to talk to someone else,

cause she's... different. She's changed.

Another delicate matter is bothering me.

It's bothering me alot.

I don't wanna say it here.

Ow, I just kneed my nose and teeth.

Oh it's not bleeding.

I'm hungry.

I haven't done my HE project.

I haven't bought the board yet,

but I did print stuff.

For my marks.

I got 5 As

5 Bs

2 Cs

salt sweet sugar

2009-03-20T23:22:00.002+08:00

i'm so sorry,

it was such a mistake =\

______

WOAH.

Fum's BBQ was the bombbb.

Hahaha, I got there at like 5

Jan was already there,

so we just lazed on Fum's bed and used her comp till 6.

then Sara, Tiff and Toh came haha,

and then CA came too.

So we moved downstairs.

Then we just lazed by the pool and chatted.

fun fun :D

ohh, we used my phone to play music,

and we sang till the sun went down.

Fum, Sarah, Priya, Jan and CA went to cook,

while G+B just sat there :D

Hahaha, I didn't eat much

(or did I? ;D)

I did have alot of chicken wings and fishballs.

Auntie Tati is a brilliant chef, man.

Then Tiff got thrown into the pool,

I got hugged by Tiff.

Jia almost got thrown in,

but Ina saved her HAHA.

But she got thrown in eventually anyway =\

I had my monthly female friend, so I couldn't swim.

I was immune to the throwing.

I wasn't immune to Ina's spear-butt though.

She hurt my legs ):

But the rest of the night was just talking and laughing and singing.

Such funnnn! :D

I loved it so much.

THANK YOU FUM.

Make sure you have one next year!

I'm going to post chapter 6 of DOJ now! :D

AFHCNCHAWKjd

2009-03-19T17:50:00.004+08:00

ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'M MOVING TO EUROPE?!

WHY?!

I DON'T REALLY KNOW.

ARGHGEJSENF SE

MOTHERFATHER.

WHAT THE FUM.

one time, she punched me in the face... it was awesome.

2009-03-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

Oh well.

The writers block continues.

Damn it sucks.

I add sentence by sentence to each paragraph
but I just can't seem to write anything.

I'm watching V For Vendetta now.

Amazing movie

I watched Mean Girls just now.

I wanna be like Regina George man! :D

Naww..

I love Janice Ian!

Hahaha, she was Marlena in Cloverfield.

She's such a cool person (:

"You're a mean girl Cady,

YOU'RE A BITCH!"

I have 8 unread messages in my inbox.

But I can't read them cause hotmail is being a bitch.

):
Tabitha's gonna be at camp,

Ger is still in Shanghai,

Fum rarely comes online.

Who am I to talk to?

i will lay down precisely at your feet

2009-03-16T23:35:00.003+08:00

I have nothing to say to you anymore.

______

I actually made my blog private,

but I realised no one reads it anyway.

So heck,

just made it open again.

I did absolutely nothing today.

Other than going on the comp,

I really did nothing.

I wanted to watch Mean Girls.

but didn't.

I wanted to write my FF,

but didn't

I should have worked out,

but didn't

All I can do is talk to Tabitha, Ger or Fum.

And when any of them sign out of MSN,

I'll feel so alone.

Facebook did nothing.

There were no more FFs to read.

I need hugs.

Hugs from everyone.

I got the hugging craze from Tabs.

But no one likes hugs.

No one, except WanLin, me and Tabs.

It's sad.

I have tuition tmr at 10.30am.

I have tuition on thursday at 9am

I have tuition on friday in the morning.

This is a holiday?

Heck no.

I'm tired,

and I need to get up super early tmr.

Early to me is 11am

so super early is 9am.

Goodnight

the face that launched 1000 shits

2009-03-16T00:18:00.004+08:00

OH BTW,

that was my 180th post.

Yay?

181 now.

_____

If I annoy you,

I'm sorry.

Is it so wrong to communicate with a friend?

It sucks when I'm the only one making an effort to talk.

And I have nothing to talk about,

that won't make you reply with a pathetic one-word answer.

Maybe I should just shut up and let our friendship die.

Yeah, how about that?

I don't really fucking care anymore.

you don't know me at all

i will break into your thoughts

2009-03-15T22:33:00.004+08:00

THEY'RE READING MY FF!

:D
HAHAHA,
no.
______

I'm so sick,

infected with where I live,

let me live without this empty bliss,

selfishness.

My mood just got killed.

Ugh.

Rant later, damn it.

I rebonded my hair today,

I loovvvveee it :D

But I was sooo irritated during the whole procedure.

THE STUPID GUY WHO STRAIGHTED MY HAIR.

URGGHHH

I WANT TO KICK HIM IN THE CROTCH OMG.

(No, I won't pat pat it. HAHAHAHA)

He was SUPER slow with the damn straightening iron =\

he added a whole hour to the usual 3 hour procedure.

I had to sit there,

for four [insert vulgarity here] hours.

And when he did my straightening,

he burnt my scalp a few times with the iron,

he pressed it down so hard, and pulled.

resulting in hairloss and extreme pain.

(Iron as shown in the picture above!)

Dammnit,

Tabitha just went offline ):

She's the only one I can really talk to now.

COME ONLINE AGAIN, TABS.

Don't leave me with an MSN full of antisocial pricks.

_______

If I could play a song that fit my situation,

it'd be Decode.

Honestly.

I can't fucking decode your thoughts.

Do you have some bloody bipolar disorder?

Cause you're sure acting like you do.

your toxic comes slipping under

2009-03-14T14:36:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH OMG

I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.

MY FAVOURITE FF WRITER

SHE JUST COMMENTED ON MY FIC.

OMG OMG

SHE'S SO AWESOME

SHE SAID
"you know what's funny? once i read that final sentence "we are broken" came on. hahaha. :) anyways, excellent chapter. i read over this and realized i hadn't read chapter 3 yet, which i read of course. i do love how they met and your way with words. :) hope to see the next chapter..er..tomorrow? :) please?"

WOAH,

I'M SO BLOODYYY HAPPY.

I love the Buzznet peeps,

they're so nice!

My favourite author is none other than Joemqi,

who writes AMAZING fiction on Paramore.

http://joemqi.buzznet.com/user/

Go check out her fics!

Anyway, I've got my chapter 5 going,

hahaha I hope I can post it by tomorrow?

I'll post it when she posts hers! :D

touche eh?
:D

let the geek in the pink take a stab at it

2009-03-13T21:26:00.006+08:00

You tell your boyfriend,

if he says he's got beef.

That I'm a vegetarian

and I ain't ****in' scared of him.
________

Hey there!

Today was the same as any other day.

Except..

WAS

THE

FREAKING

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL
Oh yeah! :D

Assembly was super long today..

Missed around 10mins of Chinese,

had Ting Xie which I probably failed.

Uhhhh. Then Uhhhh..

Nothing much eh =\

Oh, 2Ozsome had to support at the netball tournament.

So 2Irresistible had no art teacher,

and we went down to the BambooCY by ourselves.

I screwed up my painting, dammnit.

My beautiful sky was ruined by the ugly trees.

Mrs Hor hates us,

it's obvious.

She never smiles anymore,

she always comes in with a blackface.

it sucks.

But anyway,

after school.

Winnie accompanied me to macs! :D

She's awesomeee(:

She reads fanfics too! OMG :D

I'M SO HAPPY.

I FOUND ANOTHER FF LOVER.

She doesnt read Paramore ones,

but she reads them nonetheless.

WINNIE IS FULL OF WIN.

Hahaha, I ate soooo muccchhh macs.

Then went back to school,

went to the library for 2 seconds,

went down,

met 2O peeps,

went for CIP with Ina.

Hahaha,

Tutoring today was FUNN.

I loved it!

Vivian was so cheeky.

And Ee Thyng was funny.

Ina was so poor thing,

she had to tutor a bitch of a P2 girl,

who just refused to do her maths work.

I MANAGE TO HELP EE THYNG DO HER ZHOUJI&LIJIEWENDA

OMG AWESOME RIGHT.

Usually I'd just fail on them =\

but it was really easy :D

P4 chinese somemore!

Her Zhouji was super duper short lah,

it's not fair ):

Then after CIP, sat outside to wait for Ina's dad.

She showed me taptap2,

which I have to download soon.

I ALMOST left my phone on the table!

Cabbed home

and posted a new chapter of DOJ.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS,

STUDENTS OF SINGAPORE.

_________

Just when you prove me wrong,

you go and screw everything up again.

I hate it when you take our friendship for granted.

i wanna have your babies

2009-03-12T18:15:00.003+08:00

The awesome Jason Mraz shirt.
Wan Lin, Tabs and I (:
________
WOAH,
ONE AND A HALF HOURS OF CHEM TUITION.
(Plus 1 hour 20mins of chem in school)
is no good for the brain.
I just posted chapter 3 of Drops Of Jupiter on my FF blog.
I love tabs,
she's like my only and biggest fan!
:D
She's now a Joshayley fan too.
I'm exploring our school website.
Geraldine is ignoring me online.
I'm so sleepy.
I have no idea how to finish chapter 4 of my FF...
D:
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TMR.
BBQ at Fum's on Monday.
Fun (:
I was 0.777777 marks away from an A1 in Geog.
FML

sexy, naughty, bitchy

2009-03-11T13:32:00.002+08:00

Fum

sexy, naughty and bitchy (;

_____

CROSS COUNTRY TODAY

I got so many death threats cause I didn't run.

Especially from Ina.

Even Crystal Wong (the student) wanted to slap me! D:

I can't blame Ina, though.

We forgot to sign her up (:

When we tried to sign her up the next day,

it was FULL.

Hahaha,

I think I made a total fool out of myself today.

Ms Su definitely thinks I'm some brainless bitch,

cause I didn't understand her when she said

"Catch No. 6"

and when she explained it to me,

she explained it in an exaggeratedly slow speed,

with a huge huge hint of sarcasm.

So I caught the sixth Bdiv runner to come in,

and I brought her to the stage.

MGS GIRLS,

I'M SUPER DISAPPOINTED IN YOU.

do you guys know how much litter we had to pick up?

WITH OUR BARE HANDS?

and while we picked it up,

people stared.

We had fun pouring away all the water

from the open unwanted bottles.

And..

OLSEN WON :D

our cheer is so damn cool.

Hahaha

I only remember the first part.

It's like

"We are stronger than Bruce Lee,

and smarter than Einstein,

we are hotter than Britney,

and olsen we will shine!"

(Our KingFisher's cheer is so much cooler)

but it's fine.

cause we won cheer challenge too.

Then I went home with macs in my tummy.

And I changed my blogskin!
Pretty right?

RIGHT?!

Yes(:

__________

I totally owned her,

that bitch.

feel good drag

2009-03-10T22:16:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG I LOVE ANBERLIN.

The lead singer actually named the band,

after his non-existant daughter.

So I shall name it for my future kid!

Anberlin Ally Farro.

HAHAHA SO AMERICAN.

Fine, it'll be

Anberlin Lee Min Hui

I dunno what my surname will be (obviously)

Hahahhaa

Today was depressing.

I found out that I failed my History CT,

passed overall though.

(And I beat Fum, who passed the CT)

I failed my LS CT,

which I'm really likely to fail overall,

cause my worksheets were really badly done.

I'm gonna be Magsim's dog tmr.

damn.

I hope she'll be nice to me.

I'm supposed to assist her,

I don't know with what.

Am I supposed to fetch her stuff?

Like coffee and tea.. ?
=\

I'm at her beckoning call.

That is so sad.

Had a very boring CIP session,

smelt a shitass smelly flower,

and went through most of Jacob Balla's again.

I actually have no need to go for this,

cause I already have my 6 hours hahaha.

But it's ok.

Maybe can just be a tour guide for a while lah.

Fun (:

Then after that, went to Fum's house for LS project.

Sarah Dahlberg came along! Hahaha

Winnie's mum kindly sent us

(Fum, Jan, Sarah, Rachel, Winnie and I)

to Fum's house.

Hahaha, Jan left, but Sarah stayed on.

We went to the conference room,

Fum brought her lappy down,

and we played music.

I was writing the script with Winnie

(which was extremely gay)

but the first hour was filled with gossiping,

singing and talking with Sarah. Hahaha

She left, and we got serious.

Not really.

But we did manage to finish filming.

AHAHA i disguised my voice.

(;

Now it's low and sexy.

And I'm trying to get Anberlin songs now.

Bye :D

cause you and i both loved

2009-03-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

YOUR TIENES UN PETITO

that means..

YOU HAVE A SMALL DICK.

My non-existant dick is named KingKong.

BEAT THAT.

____

Oh hello!

Now that I'm sober, and not cranky,

I would like to apologise for my last post (:

Anyone offended? Yes? No?

Either way, just sorry.

I was feeling damn irritated and cranky and all.

I'm sitting at my desk,

and typing this.

And I realise that I have so much unfinished work.

I haven't studied for ting xie.

AND OH SHIT,

I HAVENT DONE MY FUNSHEET.

DAMN.

and the lifescience video,

which is due tmr.

GAH.

I'm re-reading teh 5.4 friendster page.

Gosh, I was so childish.

I mean..

"YOUR HUBBY KILL ME BELOVED BROTHER,

WHO IS ALIVE (I RESSURECTED HIM) AND I,

IN TURN STABBED UR HUBBY'S HEART...

FACE IT! ITS WHAT HAPPENED!!

I CAN RESSURECT YOUR HUBBY

IF YOU GO FOR 5.4 OUTING AND TOLERATE MS LIM FOR 1 VISIT TO HER"
what the hell was wrong with me?

I don't really know.

i'd like to slap you, so hard,

that your grandkids will have red handprints on their faces.

No, I'm kidding.

But I'd really love to slap you.

Church was fun today (:
Small groups was damn fun.

hahaha took a nice pic of WanLin, Tabs and me :D

Then cabbed to Great World City to meet dad and mum,

and then went home.

Lazed around the house,

watched Lion King 1.5

drooled over Simba,

and had a nice BBQ with my family.

I love my Ting Tings poster! :D

So pretty.

I finally put it up after 1 whole month of procrastination.

And I got so many new videos.

AUSTIN POWERS IS AMAZING.

GerTan is crushing on Ryan Higa.

Finally!

After months of Fred,

she finally gets someone of suitable hotness.

But Matt Long is her love now.

And he's irresistible. :D

But he can't beat my Joshie! :D

(Ger's gonna kill me for saying that)

______

How did this come to be?

I guess I can say that I thought I knew you.

You're treating me like you treat them

It's way too obvious.

we're fated to pretend

2009-03-07T22:45:00.005+08:00

Creditted to Jenny (Forsaken_Dream2) from Living Illusions

http://community.livejournal.com/livingillusions

You make some awesome icons! :D

Oh btw,

this post is a little mature,

so fuck off if you don't want to read it.

I regret nothing.

Heck, I'll regret this when I re-read it tmr.

______

But thoughts they change and times they rearrange

I don't know who you are anymore

at least you're still my day late friend.

______

URGHH

I'm so cranky right now.

I feel like bitching

I feel like telling someone off.

ANYONE.

This is what happens when I don't get enough beauty sleep.

and also, I have an underlying troubling problem.

Which, I will not reveal to anyone.

Today,

I had to wake up at fucking 7.30am to have breakfast with my parents.

then wasted two hours at Jacob Ballas Children's Garden.

Bloody hell lah.

GERALDINE IS SHOWING ME A DEPRESSING PICTURE.

Namely, a stupid fucking picture of a very very slim and pretty Taylor Swift.

ARGHHHHHH

I hate not sleeping in.

I almost died during dinner,

I was trying so hard not to be such a bitch.

But I sorta, kinda, blackfaced my way through it.

I ranted to my tuition teacher about a friend.

Oh, you don't know who that friend is?

Look in a mirror.

Nah, I'm kidding.

It's a classmate of mine,

who I am so fucking annoyed with right now.

The Mcdonalds girl who served me today,

was such a bloody fucking bitch.

How am I supposed to know that

you don't serve McValue Meals on weekends?

How the fuck am I supposed to know that it was a Saturday?

I was in my damn school uniform, you bitch,

I thought I went to school.

You didn't need to be so bloody rude to me right.

Plus, my internet is being very screwy today.

I have many reasons to be very happy right now.

1) I cancelled tuition next week, yay.

2) Someone said my FF was awesome

3) Tabitha had a Paramore dream.

but I want to strangle something.

Music isn't helping right now.

I should listen to some really violent and obscene songs,

to feed my mood.

I shall search for sleazy angsty songs right now,

on the stripper group.

______

The Kills - Cheap And Cheerful

I want you to be crazy,

cause you're boring baby when you're straight.

The Offspring - You're Gonna Go Far, Kid.

With a thousand lies, and a good disguise,

hit em right between the eyes, hit em right between the eyes.

When you walk away, nothing else to say.

see the lightning in your eyes, see the lightning in your eyes.

CSS - Music Is My Hot, Hot Sex

Music is my beach house

Music is my hometown

Music is my king-sized bed

Music's where I make my friends

Music is my hot hot bath

Music is my hot hot sex

Music is my back rub

My music is where I'd like you to touch

Bowling For Soup - The Bitch Song

You're a bitch,

but I love you anway.

You can't sing,

but you still put me to sleep.
Baby, you're a bitch,

you make me sick,

but don't ever go away.

______

We're damned by the existential moment,

where we saw the couple in the coma,

and it was we were the cliche,

but we carried on anyway.