/welcome
you should've seen right through
Whuttt uppppp. I just met you and I love you.
But jsyk, treat this blog like it's your own,
cause I have another blog to rant to now.
My blog, is your blog. Just sayin'.
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I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off
In all my spite.
In all my spite
I'll turn it off
/about me
living life inside a dream
Vivien Goh 14
Child Of God <3
Paramore <3
Katy Perry is loved, many many
For the record, I still have my virgin lesbian kiss.
Please, don't feel free to take it
I'm so Indie Rock, it's almost an art.
I'll be your safe ride home.
I'm ripping wings off of butterflies.
I've got no time for feeling sorry.
I dug a deep hole, and I buried the castle.
I'll point you to the mirror.
I let my heart win.
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NOTABLE QUOTES
"I would like to see the Jonas Brothers finally get through puberty.
I'm curious to see what they'll sound like once their voices change"
- Josh Farro, Paramore
"How many times do you have to be a hero to realise that you. are. that. guy.
- Sarah Walker, Chuck
"I hope that everyone can get something out of it and understand how important it is to let go."
"Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand."
- Hayley Williams, Paramore
/somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
Sunday, February 8, 2009
I'm grounded.
Don't bother asking me to go anywhere with anyone.
You know sometimes,
you can feel like you wish you've never been born to your parents?
You wish your friends' parents were yours?
That's what I'm feeling now.
Turns out my parents are feeling the same way about me.
While my mum practically disowned me and my brother,
she also banned me from going to church.
Last night, after church,
my parents told me that they don't want me to attend church anymore.
Why?
They think I'm disrupting family nights,
because church ends at 8.30.
They think that I'm choosing church over family.
They think that I don't know my priorities.
My priority is God.
Family comes next.
I'm not choosing church over family,
I'm choosing God over family,
because God is family.
This morning, when I went to church,
I manage to make it into the small group,
when my mum called me.
She screamed at me and told me to cab home immediately.
What else could I do but obey?
I got home.
I found my dad standing over my brother,
who was crying.
(No, he wasn't abusing anyone)
I hugged him,
and both of us cried together,
We prayed and prayed while our mum screamed and scolded us.
Then we prayed somemore.
I pitied my dad cause he'd have to deal with her bad mood.
I decided to just lock my door and collapse into bed.
Where I called dear Ina.
Thanks love, I'm sorry I can't go to your church anymore.
It was around 12.30 when I got into bed.
Lazed there till 2
and I took a shower to wash away any more tears.
Fum smsed me.
Thank you too Fum (:
I love you guys.
I have maths tuition in three minutes,
my parents are out.
My brother is sleeping.
I know the Lord will help us through this family crisis.
Thank you, Lord.
