Whuttt uppppp. I just met you and I love you.
But jsyk, treat this blog like it's your own,
cause I have another blog to rant to now.
My blog, is your blog. Just sayin'.
______________________________
I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light I'll turn it off
In all my spite.
In all my spite
I'll turn it off
/about me
living life inside a dream
Vivien Goh 14
Child Of God <3
Paramore <3
Katy Perry is loved, many many
For the record, I still have my virgin lesbian kiss.
Please, don't feel free to take it
I'm so Indie Rock, it's almost an art.
I'll be your safe ride home.
I'm ripping wings off of butterflies.
I've got no time for feeling sorry.
I dug a deep hole, and I buried the castle.
I'll point you to the mirror.
I let my heart win.
____________________
NOTABLE QUOTES
"I would like to see the Jonas Brothers finally get through puberty. I'm curious to see what they'll sound like once their voices change" - Josh Farro, Paramore
"How many times do you have to be a hero to realise that you. are. that. guy. - Sarah Walker, Chuck
"I hope that everyone can get something out of it and understand how important it is to let go."
"Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand." - Hayley Williams, Paramore
/explain to me, this conspiracy against me
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Ohmygod he's SHIRTLESS
and this was a really long time ago,
he's more buff than this (:
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more buff
Hehe :D
Aww..
This was posted on
Paramore's official friendster page
in their Private photos.
PRIVATE
and
it's Joshayley! :D
(Yes I have access, I was smart and hacked in)
There are loads of Joshayley pics in there,
including the kissing pic..
SOME are Chayley
but who cares about that?
Joshayley all the way!
_________
It's been as boring as ever,
but my sister's friends visited the day before yesterday.
And they stayed the night
It was quite fun,
but I was stoning in my room
for the whole night.
Talked to Ina
and watched loads of videos.
Youtube is awesomenessweessss :D
And I officially talked to Kai En...
Hmmm...
It was weird but whatever.
Hahaha
Anyway,
I feel really good/accomplished/excited right now.
I am SAD I found out that I'm in class 2I I mean, all of my good friends are in 2O, WHY MUST ALL OF EM BE SO MUCH SMARTER THAN ME? I thank God for Fum. I will cling to you next year, I'm sorry, but I will. I did find out that a few friends are indeed in my class, and I'm happy about that. Next year is a sad sad year. Recession and all ;P. Speaking of money.. GB girls went for Flag day today! I WOKE UP AT 6.15 D: I paired with Esther Mak and Clara Ng. It was kinda awkward and scary at first, but we just approached anyone. "HI WOULD YOU LIKE TO DONATE TO YONG-EN CARE CENTRE AND THE GIRLS' BRIGADE?" this line, was stuck in my head for the rest of the day. Some people were really really rude, some were super nice and some were just plain ok I collected around 50+ (: Minimum was a hundred though. no one really bothered. I lent Ina my Sims 2: University but she doesn't have The Sims 2 so she can't play. Hahaha XD I couldn't sleep after I came home, cause my sister's whacko-but-funny-and-nice friend came over to play RockBand I was nice and played with them. Hahaha She thinks I'm nice and not bitchy like little sisters are supposed to be(: I am flattered :D then I lazed around before dinner. Then after dinner, I watched this short film with my brother. It's called The Secret Heaven. It's in chinese but I read the english subtitles It's like the saddest thing ever. It's about this little girl who is rebellious (she's like 6 years old, but so fugging cute!) against her mother cause she hates the piano lessons that her mum forces her to go to. She always finds excuses to not go for her piano class, but ends up getting caned by her mother. Her mother is soo damn cruel lah. Then her mum was caning her, and you could hear her screaming AND I WAS CRYING LIKE MAD ALREADY LAH. then the next morning, she found her father like applying medical oil to himself so she studied the bottle on the table then her father grabbed the bottle away from her and told her that it was poisonous if she ate it and that she could die. Then she asked what die was and her father explained it. So she watched Romeo and Juliet and saw Juliet take the poison. Since she was really close to her sister, who was slightly older than her. She told her sister that the only way to escape this life is to take the poison. (Btw, I was hysterical around this part) And then the sister told her that if she were to drink the poison, she would do it when the sister slept. So at night, they showed the little girl getting the medical oil, and going into the toilet. Then the next morning her mother tried to wake her up, but she didn't wake up and smiling (I was bawling and using up a tissue box) but the twist.. She was alive. (I threw all my tissue at my brother who was watching with me) I cried for nothing. damn it. Then talked to Ina, read more fan fics (: and now I'm gonna crash. Night ya'll.
P.S. NO ONE GETS THE TWILIGHT SOUNDTRACK FOR ME. I REPEAT DO NOT GET IT FOR ME.
1:41 AM
/
Monday, November 24, 2008
"we likely won't be on tour til spring of 09...
or possibly even summer.
but we've definitely been talking
about touring places we've never gone to before
and singapore has come up.
i hope it happens!!!" - Hayley Williams
This just made my day,
and now,
I'm going out (:
Buhbye
will possibly..
blog later
or not.
11:28 AM
/i will never admit that I...
Sunday, November 23, 2008
This is recent,
you can tell by her bullring..
Hahaha they look so cute!
Aww.. :D
__________
Hellooo. I'm really bored.
All I did today was
Read Azula/Mai/Ty Lee fan fics.
Eat lunch and a whole lotta icecream :D
Read Joshayley fan fics
Go for dinner
and now I'm playing Sims 2
Which reminds me,
I have to pass to Ina..
Hmmmm.. Oh and some Joshayley news
JoshproposedtoHayley? but Hayley said no. I'm not sure if it's true or not.
Call me guillible,
but I think it's true.
It was last time though,
they are/were so young..
The lunch yesterday was...
weird and awkward.
We sat at a table with old ladies
I guess they were kinda nice to us
but i could tell they were pissed
cause Ina was smsing on my phone
during the games (which sucked :D as in the games)
It's with the CIP people from the kid's tuition centre.
and i reeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllyyyyyyyyyy don't wanna go.
These are times where I really really really adore
my 2 year old iPod nano.
She is amazing despite being an old bag.
I LOVE YOU, IPOD!
i'll only replace you when you die(:
And ipods are supposed to die in a year after you buy it,
so my lovely dear is super healthy.
(:
I just hope it doesn't get awkward during the lunch.
if not, thousands of gay babies will be born.
It's ok, at least Ina will be there.
But she's the reason I have to go in the first place...
Why, Ina, WHY?
Anyway,
I'm hanging out on bebo & buzznet.
it's seriously an awesome place to find
fan fics, pics and videos.
and I'm a hardcore Joshayley fan
so there's a Joshayley group on each of the webbies.
(:
YAY
And Amadea,
I'd beg for permission to murder your cousins.
but I'm nice.
They get to live
even after insulting Twilight.
BYEBYE
5:33 PM
/you're killin' me, killin' me
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
OOMMGG
FIRST THINGS FIRST.
I WANT TO SAY,
THAT
THE DECODE ACOUSTIC
IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL
ACOUSTIC VERSION OF A SONG
I HAVE EVER HEARD
IN MY LIFE.
I am almost in tears
and this is my fifth time listening to it.
It's just so peaceful and beautiful
It will be replacing I Caught Myself on this blog.
(:
________
G+B "sentosa" outing:
It was awesome (:
I picked up Ina
and we made our way to Vivo.
Where we met Abby and Amanda there.
I (we) got lost for a while first :D
Then Sara and Fum came.
And Amadea was late late late.
So we were deciding what to eat for lunch
ended up eating at Sara's dad's restaurant.
It was not bad :D
The Hor Fun was really really good.
It was soo good that
Amanda, Sara, Abby and (supposedly) Amadea
were picking at the plate of Hor Fun that
I gave them from my own plate.
Hehhee.
They had crab
but I didnt want to eat crab,
too damn messy.
Then we walked around
and found this like open space
where the seawater can come in.
We put down our stuff
and played and stood in the water.
but this hugeeee wave came suddenly
and almost washed our stuff away,
we were screaming and running.
HAHA
TSUNAMI!
Then we went back to vivo
decided not to go to sentosa,
cause we thought it was gonna rain
but it didn't anyway..
Then we hung out in vivo.
shopping and all.
Ina, Abby, Amanda and I
walked to the mrt station together.
Said bye to Amanda.
She's going to the states!
Have fun dear!
Have a safe safe flight
and enjoy yourself to the fullest (:
Then Ina and I bused to my house after that.
and played ROCK BAND! for like 4 hours
:D
She stayed for dinner too. hahahaha,
damn fun
She was failing on the drums,
but she sang really well.
(Better than Fum, who failed singing)
(: WE HAVE TO DO THAT AGAIN.
I'm tryna get new songs for Rock Band.
Maybe some All American Rejects!
I'm buying it with my allowance
but my dad owes me like 120 bucks.
So I can buy buy!
Hehe
I'm now reading "The Host"
by Stephenie Meyer
Maybe it's as good as Twilight eh?
I dunno yet (:
I lost my reading spark!
After Twilight,
I seriously dread picking up another book
It's sad..
Maybe the host will help me
Goodnight ya'll
Love everyone in the world tonight,
even as I'm turning off the light.
I love everyone with all my might.
HAHAHAHAHHAA
a sad attempt at a song.
byebye!
10:23 PM
/face down in the dirt
hehehe
I had a very very nice dream last night.
It's abit weirddd
but i rarely get such dreams.
so it's a good thing :D
I dreamt that
All the students in MG were forced
to watch some weird show in the audi,
but all the chairs were gone
so we were all sitting on the floor.
then suddenly..
PARAMORE TOOK THE STAGE :D
it was sooo cool!
____
before i go on with the rest of my dream,
i will tell you something else.
Whoever watched Hannah Montana last night
will get this.
You know the guy who asked Miley out,
and he thought Hannah Montana sucked?
Yeah,
he's in my dream too.
____
So,
Miley's stupid boyfriend appeared in my dream
and I think he was harrassing Hayley or something.
but they allowed him to go with them.
So I shouted out
"Hey can I go with you guys?"
then Hayley told me I could.
Then we were at the airport
and I was greeting all the guys :D
but Josh was ignoring me.
):
we were somehow in a hotel already,
then Joshie high fived me! :D:D
It made my day.
I had to share a room with
Hayley and Miley's asshole boyfriend.
then I woke up.
THEN I WENT TO FETCH
MY SISTER FROM THE AIRPORT :D
she's finally back!
We played Rock Band & GH World Tour
the whole damn day (:
Then went for dinner.
Oh and It's my dad's birthday <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY :D
It's been a fun day.
And I seriously need sleep.
I NEED TO RECHARGE FOR THE AWESOME DAY TMR ;D
Meeting up with G+B for lunch and sentosa.
OK,
night night all.
Have to wake up early tmr.
9.30.
Sigh
12:04 AM
/Somebody stop this song, so I won't sing along
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Joshayley
at the grammys
Josh trying to bite Mila's head off :D
Mila was their puppy for a few minutes She's so adorable
_________________
Well,
TODAY WAS A FUN DAY :D
I went for drum class in the morning,
went for lunch with my mum in town.
Then I met up with
Crystal Wong
Ina Lin
Venetia Owyong
(who I didn't know was coming)
Tabitha Teo
and
Miss Lim.
Hahahaha,
it was surprisingly fun.
We all met at Orchard mrt station and we waited for Venetia and Tabitha.
Tabitha didn't know Ina and Miss Limwere coming too,
so Ina and I were wondering what her reaction would be like. Then we went to fetch Venetia
from the bus stop
and walked over to Shaw Centre(I think!) for a movie.
We had a hard time deciding which movie to watch.
Ended up watching Madagascar 2
IT WAS DAMN FUNNY LAH.
I almost cried twice,
but IT'S SUPER FUNNYYY.
But before that,
we had about an hour to kill
so we sat down and had a drink.
Miss Lim had subway..
then I was discussing drums with Crystal :D
Hahaha,
poor Ina was sitting in between us
so she was surrounded by drumming idiots :D
Then I was sitting with Ina and Crystal again during the movie.
we laughed so much lah..
also damn loudly (:
then my dad brought me home.
he was being such an ass.
I had no idea where the taxi stand was
(He asked me to meet him there)
and kind Miss Lim and the others where guiding me there.
And I saw his car,
but I didn't really feel my phone vibrating in my pocket.
so when I got into the car.
He was scolding me
for being inconsiderate,
taking to so long to find the place,
making him wait for me.
ugh
ignored him throughout the journey back.
went for dinner after that,
BLACK ANGUS!
this really awesome steak place,
but I had baked Salmon instead.
Healthy :D
then went home.
and now I'm blogging, reading fanfictions,
talking to Ger Tan and listening to music..
Paramore introduced me to a band called
Dear and The Headlights
they aren't that bad :D
they remind me of switchfoot
except they aren't as rockish as them.
:D
RANDALL IS SOOO AMUSING,
THANK YOU
FOR INTRODUCING HIM TO ME.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
_________________
I still don't get why you are so pissed with her.
you are her fucking sister
and you treat her like your enemy
YOUR SISTER,
YOUR OWN FLESH AND BLOOD.
and you don't even allow your children
to visit/go out with their auntie?
We have a fucking right to go out with her.
You think that we're spending so much time with her,
I didn't fucking see her for over 6 months
and why?
because you didn't fucking allow me to.
And I was honest in telling you that I was going out with her.
Aren't you glad that I was actually honest with you?
Instead of sneaking out?
As a mother,
you should know that I love you more than my auntie
but don't be such a fucking ass and not let us
see her just because you are angry with her
We don't pity her,
we spend time with her cause we like to
But because she usually is lonely,
we spend time with her.
Is that so wrong?
5:56 PM
/Cause you remind me of a time when we were so alive..
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Aww :D
This was pre-riot
I don't think it was even
All We Know Is Falling yet
Btw,
most people use Joshayley as their couple name
but I'm stickin' with Joshley
even though Joshayley is more of an
obvious couple name.
JOSHLEY SOUNDS LIKE A
POTENTIAL BAND NAME!
OMG IT'S MINNEEE
__________________
Heyo world! nothing much has happened in the past day.
Just living up to what I said during my oral exam.
A TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN COUCH POTATO :D
I just sat in front of my computer
was forced by Ina to watch heroes
(although it was quite nice)
talked to Ina and Ger on msn
read Joshayley fan fictions :D
I found a whole lotta Joshley fan fics on buzznet.
GO BUZZNET!
Hahaha
Now I'm just listening to the 321 songs on my playlist
Was singing
I LIKE YOU SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE NAKED
to Geraldine T
HAHAHAHA
It's a really really nice song!
It's like I Kissed A Girl
except it's less lesbianic
but still as suggestive..
But
I HAD NO INTENTIONS WHATSOEVER
WHEN I SANG IT TO GER.
I'm sad cause youtube is dying on me.
I couldn't excess it the whole day.
I COULDN'T EXCHANGE VIDEOS WITH GER!
OH NO!
I exchange Paramore videos for Fred ones.
That way,
we're equal in making each other
watch videos of what we love!
even though we really dont want to watch them :D
(In my case, I realllyyy don't like to watch them)
But I watch them anyway,
cause I am a nice person.
I can't wait for G+B's Sentosa Outing!
Hahaha, thank you Abby for organizing the whole thing.
It sucks to organize right?
I had to do that for 5.4 (:
with help of course
but G+B has 13 people,
5.4 has 43.
So notice the diff in numbers
Ina may be coming over to play Rock Band after that :D
Stupid Fum,
ORGANIZE TUITION FOR WHAT.
And now 5.4 has an outing.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SPEND TIME WITH MY SISTER?
It's not that I don't love 5.4,
but I'm not looking forward to seeing certain people
no offence though :D
And we're most probably inviting Gi
cause Miss Lim loves Gi.
I think poor Gi will feel kinda left out.
Not many 5.4rians know her..
Nah, she was running for head prefect
they know her
but not personally,
you know?
I wasted like 6 smses by forwarding
an sms sent to me by Venetia
about the 5.4 outing.
cause there where no details.
at all.
Ok this is getting
BORRING.
byebye (:
11:23 PM
/I hope it will give you hell
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Edited by Ina!
Hayley's chillin' Josh is fishin' Both of them are lovin' ___________________ Today was fun (: Met 6 of the G+Bs at Cine. Fum, Amadea, GerT, E.Toh, Amanda, Abby Met Ger and Toh at Taka first though then the three of us walked to cine together. Met the rest in the ipod/computer shop. Hahaha they were checking out the ipod touches. (and i heard Fum was being embarrassing when is she not?) HAHAHA So we went to the arcade. Abby was challenging Amadea and Ger to para para dancing. they danced to Jerk It Out! Awesome song! Fum beat me at the table hockey game. hahahaha, I DEMAND A RE-MATCH then we went for lunch at Suki Sushi. Food was good but heck, never ever going there again. SUCH ROBBERS. I had to pay adult price because i didn't bring my stupid ez-link card. AND THEN THEY CHARGED ME 50CENTS FOR WATER. I MEAN, ISN'T WATER SUPPOSED TO BE FREE? I'M NOT ASKING FOR BOTTLED MINERAL WATER, TAP WATER IS FINE! DAMN THOSE PEOPLE. such a rip off. Hahaha we got held back cause dear Fum and the others didn't finish their sashimi. :D I don't eat sashimi but I was really really full. I had: 3 ebiko sushi 6 tempura maki 1 california handroll 1 softshellcrab handroll 1 tempura prawn hahaha i stuff myself silly sometimes:D since i couldn't eat chocolate, i just drowned myself in sushi. After lunch, walked back to taka with Esther, Abby and Amanda. Fum, Ger and Amadea walked so much faster than us, dunno where they went. met my mum in taka and went home. Stoned in front of my comp for the whole day. I found a cute couple like Joshley It's called Evril. EVAN TAUBENFELD AND AVRIL LAVIGNE! And wow, they are seriously like Joshley. He's the guitarist She's the singer. They're best friends, they look like the love each other. but Evril is practically gone already cause Avril is married to Dereck Whibley. But they are still really cute. So this is a reminder to Josh to quickly make a move on Hayley before she happens to marry Chad or someone she finds. Then I went out for dinner it was my parent's anniversary! _____________________
HAPPY 24TH ANNIVERSARY PAPA AND MAMA! HAVE A HAPPY MARRIAGE! _____________________
I'm watching Tiger Cruise it stars Hayden Panettiere (sp?) she looks really young here It's actually quite nice. It's about this girl who goes on this navy ship cruise and like to learn about all the navy and stuff but she wants to convince her dad to come home and quit his job as the commander of the ship. But then the ship gets called into a mission as 9/11 attacks happen. And all the crew members are called into duty. It's very sad and I just cried. Hahaha, I need to sleep early again. And I have decided that I'm going to Harvard. Hey if Elle Woods can do it, SO CAN I! DAMN RIGHT! buhbye
Look, if I hurt you, I'm really sorry.
But I just can't take it when you push
something on me like that, even when
I can tolerate your nonsense (you said it, I didn't!)
I can tolerate you pushing something Twilight related
or something that we both like but not that.
I know how obsessed you can be when you like something.
And I like your enthusiasm for him
but I just plain don't like him.
And your constant talks about him,
it's not making me see him or like him more.
I just don't find him attractive,
be it physically or "on the inside".
But he's nice and I'm sorry for snapping like that.
I don't want it to ruin our friendship.
If you want to talk about him, just talk.
I'll try my best to tolerate it but
if I snap at you or insult him/you in any way.
Please forgive me,
cause, like I said,
I.Don't.Like.Him
11:04 PM
/hypnotic, hypnotic, you're leaving me breathless
Monday, November 10, 2008
Look at them muscles
Joshy :D
________________________
I'm watching The Nanny.
IT'S SOOO DAMN FUNNNYY
Well,
I went for my medical today.
(You may not know whats wrong with me)
I might as well be dying..
My sugar is so high.
I've been eating loads of chocolates
so it's pretty expected.
I hate drawing blood
even though i've done it so many times.
I blasted Decode in my ears
and closed my eyes when the needle was in my vein.
Hahaha I sound like I'm taking drugs.
but no i'm not.
They are taking blood.
Anyway,
I was told that
I have to sleep early,
I have to wake up in the morning
(and not in the afternoon) I have to abstain from sweet stuff completely.
I have to stop eating fried/oily stuff.
I have to exercise everyday,
which is what i want
but never did XD
Now my dad is treating me
like everything is my fault..
He can be such an ass sometimes.
I want to cry now.
Just let it out.
Maybe I'll die before I'm 50,
only God knows.
This is one part of my life,
that i despise so much.
and I am convinced that I have a fever right now.
__________
I hate this,
I hate this,
you're not the one I believe in
7:06 PM
/now when i caught myself, i had to stop myself
I love this video.
I love this performance.
So much.
It nearly brought tears to my eyes.
it's so awesomely sung.
It's one of my favourite songs
from Riot!
Enjoy,
please watch it (:
2:06 AM
/i like you so much better when you're naked
Sunday, November 9, 2008
My awesome dad.
He dressed up at Jack Sparrow
or.. Tried to dress up
for this dinner and dance thing.
IT'S MY
100th
POST!
I'VE NEVER BLOGGED BEFORE THIS YEAR
AND THIS IS AN EVENT THAT
SHOULD BE
CELEBRATED.
Hehe..
I woke up at 5pm today.
I slept at 5pm last night.
I was playing with my
new and early christmas present.
GUTIAR HERO WORLD TOUR!
All the instruments are amazing.
So much better than Rock Band instruments.
FUM!
NO MORE WILL YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT THE GUITAR.
and all these instruments can work with
Rock Band.
So I'll be switching back and forth for the songs.
Guitar Hero has alot of songs
that are unknown to me.
But some are known (:
Paramore - Misery Business
Jimmy Eat World - The Middle
Michael Jackson - Beat It
Survivor - Eye Of The TIger
Korn - Freak On A Leash
Bon Jovi - Livin' On A Prayer
Linkin Park - What I've Done
and more.
AND DURING MISERY BUSINESS.
Guess who jumps out of the fireworks?
Hayley Williams.
She actually jumps out,
sings while you sing/drum/guitar.
And does EVERYTHING
that Hayley does during live shows.
I've watched enough live shows online to know that.
[I was contemplating on whether to admit my love for you?]
(That's pretty much what the song is about) Lyrics here!
I have the song if you want it! __________________________
5. How would you describe yourself?
Traffic Light - The Ting Tings
[I'm not supposed to be a traffic light right?]
(Fum hates this song)
__________________________
6. How would you describe your mom?
I dare you to move - Switchfoot
[She prepares me for the worst?]
__________________________
7. What do you do to prepare for stuff?
Le Festin' - Camile
[I COOK RATATOUILLE!]
(It's a song from Ratatouille)
_________________________
8. How would you describe yourself?
Six Feet Under The Stars - All Time Low
[I don't geddit D:]
FUM!
you like the song,
what does it mean?
_______________________
9. What is your life's purpose?
Time Is Running Out - Muse
[OMG! I'M GONNA DIE!]
_______________________
10. Any last remarks?
You and Me - Lifehouse
[And all other people]
4:14 AM
/there is something I see in you
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Hello (:
I am STUCK ON DECODE!
i've been watching the video
over and over and over and over again for the whole day (:
It's really nice
And it's soothing to my ears (:
Hahahaha,
the live one is even better.
When Kim Tan posted it on the class tagboard.
I couldn't help but be hyperventilated.
:D
Bite me, Fum.
:D
HAHAHA
kidding lah.
I'm not that bitchy to say bite me
and actually mean it.
Or am I?
Nahh....
I'm playing ROCKBAND!
or was playing rockband
with my brother.
We started a new band
It's called Incendiary
My sister and I actually came up with this name
a few years ago when I first started wanting
to play drums. That's like P5 i think.
We were gonna form our own awesome band!
I would be the drummer, she's the guitarist and singer.
HAHAHA
I was serenading(sp?) Ina
with MY AMAZING VOCAL SKILLS!
I was recording parts while singing on rockband.
HAHAHAHAHA
Thank you, Ina!
My number one fan (:
ANYWAY,
it was supposed to be
"The Incendiary"
but i think just Incendiary sounds cooler.
Incendiaries are bombs used to create fires.
Cool right? (:
I'm watching youtube videos now.
HAVE YOU SEEN THE SHRIMP ON THREADMILL?
HAHAHAHAHA
go search it.
I showed Fum already.
(:
I'm trying to convince my brother
that Decode is very very very nice.
I manage to convert him to a paramore fan.
A little bit only.
But his wallpaper on his laptop is paramore!
He likes Hayley (:
im boreeddd.
Byebye (:
8:50 PM
/you say the sweetest things
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
+
=
LOVE :D
________________
My Heart - Paramore
I am finding out
that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down
and I can't do this alone
Stay with me,
this is what I need, please?
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
Ohhh...
I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard a sound,
the sound of my only hope
This time, I will be listening.
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
(Sing it back to you)
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
Ohhhhh...
This heart, it beats,
beats for only you
This heart, it beats,
beats for only you
Ohhhhhhh...
[YAAAHHHHHHHHHHH]
(SCREAMO)
This heart, it beats,
beats for only you
My heart is yours
This heart, it beats,
beats for only you
My heart is your heart
(My heart, it beats for you)
This heart, it beats,
beats for only you
my heart is your heart.
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
This heart, it beats,
beats for only you.
My heart,
my heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart is...
I am thoroughly convinced
that this was written
about
Joshley :D
After all,
they both wrote it together.
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I love My Heart,
it was the very first song
I had ever heard from Paramore.
I had no idea who they were though
I heard it on friendster one day
when this weird girl added me.
Thank you,
to that weird girl.
Hahaha, more fan fictions today.
I found out my sister is,
supposedly,
going to a P!nk concert
next Feb.
AND I REALLY REALLY WANT TO GO.
Hahaha,
my mum actually allowed.
Cause it would have been around the time
when we visited her.
I'm flying to Australia for a concert. Maybe..
not really confirmed yet.
I was afraid it would've been Paramore.
Which was why I was really
worried when my mum
told me about my sis
wanting to go for a concert.
A concert which my mum
didn't know who was performing.
I really thought it was Paramore!
I hate Facebook again.
Everytime someone comments on a photo
you either
commented/tagged in,
you get an email regardless
of whether that comment is meant for you.
So thank you, Abby.
for flooding my inbox.
Hahaha
I'm watching this weird show
called
Big Trouble.
It stars Zooey Deschanel!
She looks very young there.
She of the She&Him.
ok crap,
my tv remote just died on me.
URRGHHH
and the cap is taped down,
so it'll take me forever to change the damn channel.
I'm gonna read more fan fics.
BYEBYE :D
OH OH OH
HAVE YOU ALL WATCHED
THE OFFICIAL DECODE VIDEO?!
www.paramore.net
9:37 PM
/I write to remember
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
OMG I JUST READ the most amazing fan fiction ever. It's like 25 looonng chapters but it's the cutest, most beautiful story I've ever read. Apart from Twilight of course (: The first part was SLIGHTLY explicit.. ONLY SLIGHTLY! Remember that. Hayley and Josh ARE PARENTS! :D IT WAS SO CUTE. Hahahaha Josh was so protective and everything.. Just like Edward and Bella. Except Hayley didn't actually die xD Her baby was named Ella-Louise Cadee Farro :D Weird, chim name but it's cute. I've been reading Joshley fanfics since around 8pm and it's 4.23 now I HEART JOSH&HAYLEY! THEY ARE THE CUTEST (almost real) COUPLE EVER. I secretly wish Chad will break Hayley's heart, so she can go back to Josh (: Or maybe Chad's her little decoy? Only people who've heard Decoy would get that. Awesome song (: OH AND THE DECODE VIDEO IS OUT. And I've heard the new song "I Caught Myself" It's ok, I need to get used to it first. But I cant seem to find it. Heh, anyway, I'm going to finish reading the story and sleep till 3 tmr :D Not like I have anything on. Goodnight ya'll :D
4:19 AM
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Monday, November 3, 2008
I just ate ANOTHER rubberband. This is like what, my third rubberband? I ate one on the day we had drill stage 1. I ate one yesterday. I ate one today during dinner. I'M RUNNING OUT OF RUBBERBANDS! I hate them. They are non-toxic says my doctor. but not bio-degradable. Geraldine, WE AM WINNERSSS! WOOOHOOO!
10:00 PM
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Heyo! I'm in Geraldine Tan's house now. Shes showing me a game called Kingdon hearts2 Hahahaha, it's quite cute. All the cartoon characters are crossed over. Doesn't exactly fit the name though. I stayed up last night till about 4.30 reading Paramore fanfictions. I'm not the only one who thinks Josh and hayley should get together. Im trying to convince Ger to read them. but she's not a Joshley fan. SHE DOESN'T THINK JOSHY IS HOT D: She said he has a receding hairline. Poor Joshy. Here's the link to the fanfictions. Some are damn cute. Like the Valentine one. But some are just plain weird. http://community.livejournal.com/paramorefanficx/ There's no explicitness, don't worry. I HEART JOSHLEY:D Byebye! Ger's not a good host, she doesn't want to give me water! :D
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